davbo49
Senior member
- Joined
- Sep 18, 2014
- Messages
- 606
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 04/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- kanas
- City
- kanas
this last few weeks i haven't been to good. it's hard for me to think with all this pain. im falling apart. the meds helps some. sleeping is another thing. my als team knows that i can't get out my own bed any more so i have to sleep in a chair so i can get up. first they told me they will get a bed with a lift on it. then they told me that kansas is stopping it. well jane got in there with the state and got a ok from them. then it goes back to the als team. they said they can get that out to me right away. well im looking in to buying a use one now. all they can do is keep call and asking if the bed is helping. what's up with that. then there is the stuff for the pc. i ask them if i can get any help for that. they said o yell we will get back with you on that one. it looks like the als team ant going to be to helpful in this part. if i wanted to go to any alsa meetings i have to go over to mo whys that when we have ku one of the biggies mu in the us.
i seen on fd the other day where alsa put op saying this is the season of giving. i don't see that all i see it's the season of taking. it's taken my hands my arms and now my lags and the life i ones had. what more the bills i can't keep up with them now. ssd what the hell is that 700m my light bill alone is around 1000km. now when i go out anywhere when i can people just looks at me and you can hare what they are saying and when i eat it's like no one wants to be around me. you know what i don't give a shit but it dose take me back to the man i was at one time and that's hard. at this point i wish this would go on and take my life fast.
im sorry i needed to r and r some. im starting to see some if my posting as been a little hard on some of you threads so i thought i should let some of this out.
i seen on fd the other day where alsa put op saying this is the season of giving. i don't see that all i see it's the season of taking. it's taken my hands my arms and now my lags and the life i ones had. what more the bills i can't keep up with them now. ssd what the hell is that 700m my light bill alone is around 1000km. now when i go out anywhere when i can people just looks at me and you can hare what they are saying and when i eat it's like no one wants to be around me. you know what i don't give a shit but it dose take me back to the man i was at one time and that's hard. at this point i wish this would go on and take my life fast.
im sorry i needed to r and r some. im starting to see some if my posting as been a little hard on some of you threads so i thought i should let some of this out.