notme
Extremely helpful member
- Joined
- Apr 3, 2011
- Messages
- 2,605
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 08/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- Fl
- City
- Orlando
Ya know, I keep trying. Really, I have.
Roommates: won't move, won't pay--I can't afford to evict them--and it takes EVERY CENT of my SSDI to pay my rent--literally.
My doctor is a lousy $30 per month to see--and I haven't been in two months because I can't AFFORD $3.00 to fill a prescription--literally. Medicare is great--if you can pay the co-pays.
Money from my book was eaten entirely by overdraft fees--from a charge I can't seem to dispute--because the company is in Australia. Over $100 gone.
I'm leeching internet from a nice neighbor--and have literally--and I do mean literally--pawned everything I own other than this ancient dying laptop they won't take.
So--yeah, I give up. I CAN'T WIN no matter what I DO. i NEED to see the doc in Tampa--but my car is dying and will in no shape or form make it 100 miles--even IF I could afford gas--which I can't.
Like an idiot--I forgot to re-certify for my medicaid--so it's gone for at least 3 months.
I have very long nails--too long--I realized yesterday--I can't clip them anymore. I don't have the hand strength to close the clippers. Literally--I tried.
I tried to sell my electric scooter for food and gas money---but no one is biting.
I tried to sell my business--but since I couldn't pay the rent--all the supplies are now gone for back office rent.
There comes a time when you just have to say screw it and stop trying. I'm there--so please guys--don't be offended if I'm not here much--I simply have nothing left that's positive to contribute. Nothing at all.
I do fly in and read--and try to answer visitor messages...but posts will be slim.
Love and think about you all, though
Roommates: won't move, won't pay--I can't afford to evict them--and it takes EVERY CENT of my SSDI to pay my rent--literally.
My doctor is a lousy $30 per month to see--and I haven't been in two months because I can't AFFORD $3.00 to fill a prescription--literally. Medicare is great--if you can pay the co-pays.
Money from my book was eaten entirely by overdraft fees--from a charge I can't seem to dispute--because the company is in Australia. Over $100 gone.
I'm leeching internet from a nice neighbor--and have literally--and I do mean literally--pawned everything I own other than this ancient dying laptop they won't take.
So--yeah, I give up. I CAN'T WIN no matter what I DO. i NEED to see the doc in Tampa--but my car is dying and will in no shape or form make it 100 miles--even IF I could afford gas--which I can't.
Like an idiot--I forgot to re-certify for my medicaid--so it's gone for at least 3 months.
I have very long nails--too long--I realized yesterday--I can't clip them anymore. I don't have the hand strength to close the clippers. Literally--I tried.
I tried to sell my electric scooter for food and gas money---but no one is biting.
I tried to sell my business--but since I couldn't pay the rent--all the supplies are now gone for back office rent.
There comes a time when you just have to say screw it and stop trying. I'm there--so please guys--don't be offended if I'm not here much--I simply have nothing left that's positive to contribute. Nothing at all.
I do fly in and read--and try to answer visitor messages...but posts will be slim.
Love and think about you all, though