notgivnup
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- Nov 8, 2010
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- 11/2010
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Will the sadness ever end?
The surrealness I am feeling right now is as if I am caught in a bad drream the has no happy ending. So many Pals we love, we miss so very much. Loved ones that have passed on, and here we are struggling everyday to find just a sparkle of something to keep us going daily, but none I have found, only sadness and heartbreak all around me. My whole family has completely fallen apart and All are heartbroken.......
I feel as though it is closing in on me like a dark cloud ready to sufficate me............. How do I survive?.....what is the purpose of all the suffering of ourselves, and the suffering of our loved ones?
I know...age old question....but still I question...... am I the only one?
Where did Happiness go?.......Where is Joy?........Where is Peace, Love and Hope?..........there is only emptiness and sorrow left in the wake of all of this.......
All my dreams are shattered.............the final blow has come.......I have no more strength, desire or will for anything right now...........
I must be in the desert........void of anything recognizable..........no light at the end of the tunnel......just sadness and heartbreak........................................................
The surrealness I am feeling right now is as if I am caught in a bad drream the has no happy ending. So many Pals we love, we miss so very much. Loved ones that have passed on, and here we are struggling everyday to find just a sparkle of something to keep us going daily, but none I have found, only sadness and heartbreak all around me. My whole family has completely fallen apart and All are heartbroken.......
I feel as though it is closing in on me like a dark cloud ready to sufficate me............. How do I survive?.....what is the purpose of all the suffering of ourselves, and the suffering of our loved ones?
I know...age old question....but still I question...... am I the only one?
Where did Happiness go?.......Where is Joy?........Where is Peace, Love and Hope?..........there is only emptiness and sorrow left in the wake of all of this.......
All my dreams are shattered.............the final blow has come.......I have no more strength, desire or will for anything right now...........
I must be in the desert........void of anything recognizable..........no light at the end of the tunnel......just sadness and heartbreak........................................................