Tx Daddy's Girl
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Jun 2, 2013
- Messages
- 137
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Country
- US
- State
- Tx
- City
- Beaumont
Im just having a bad few days and need to vent. My dad is in the final stages and barely able to communicate but clearly made the comment today "I'm ready to die now" when my mom told him she wished he would use a Bipap so he could breathe easier.
I know he's ready, it's just hard to hear. Part of me is ready for him to go as well because I know he's suffering. I just don't know how I'll go on with out him. My friend told me everything I'm feeling now is what people normally feel after someone dies so I'm just grieving before, asking the questions before. I just feel like my heart is being ripped from my body.
I know he's ready, it's just hard to hear. Part of me is ready for him to go as well because I know he's suffering. I just don't know how I'll go on with out him. My friend told me everything I'm feeling now is what people normally feel after someone dies so I'm just grieving before, asking the questions before. I just feel like my heart is being ripped from my body.