fallinggirl
Active member
- Joined
- Sep 21, 2012
- Messages
- 64
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 06/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- Oregon
- City
- Medford
I just need to know if anyone out there understands how I'm feeling or can just share some insight...
Thanksgiving Day was good, but right after the meal was through, even before I got up from the table, I started crying. I do suffer from the emotional liability part of ALS, but this was just deep grief. I feel almost as if I am grieving myself. Weird.
I have been having panic attacks at least twice a week.
I just need to know if someone out there has "been there, done that." I feel so very alone. I just think my big problem is wondering is this the last Thanksgiving, last Christmas for me? Or at the very least, I wonder how far I will have progressed in a year's time.
Thanksgiving Day was good, but right after the meal was through, even before I got up from the table, I started crying. I do suffer from the emotional liability part of ALS, but this was just deep grief. I feel almost as if I am grieving myself. Weird.
I have been having panic attacks at least twice a week.
I just need to know if someone out there has "been there, done that." I feel so very alone. I just think my big problem is wondering is this the last Thanksgiving, last Christmas for me? Or at the very least, I wonder how far I will have progressed in a year's time.