Mediasmart
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Nov 4, 2013
- Messages
- 391
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 08/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- NY
- City
- Orient
I started symptons 5 months ago and am now in an ALS clinic at Columbia Presbyterian. Good place. Good docs.
I've read a lot about the "end game" issues. I'm fully aware that then last few months are a pisser to say the least. I'm not in denial but my feeling is that the end stages for anything terminal are pretty bad all the way around so I don't feel I'm different than having any other disease..in fact better off as there is no treatment however slim so there are no false hopes.
Most of the time i feel that I have lived my life and am quite prepared. I don't want heroics. I don't even want to be prolonged and live in some sort of state that right now I don't want.
Is this weird? Am I in denial? Am I alone in feeling this way?
I've read a lot about the "end game" issues. I'm fully aware that then last few months are a pisser to say the least. I'm not in denial but my feeling is that the end stages for anything terminal are pretty bad all the way around so I don't feel I'm different than having any other disease..in fact better off as there is no treatment however slim so there are no false hopes.
Most of the time i feel that I have lived my life and am quite prepared. I don't want heroics. I don't even want to be prolonged and live in some sort of state that right now I don't want.
Is this weird? Am I in denial? Am I alone in feeling this way?