Andreas,
i am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis. my brother was diagnosed with
als in april 2004 and his reaction was very similar to yours. we thought he was just suffering from carpal tunnel syndrome and the news was devastating. i hadn't joined the forum before reading your posting but felt compelled because my brother still does not show any signs of upper motor neuron degeneration. the problem is that it is so difficult to compare symptoms with other
als patients to determine whether your symptoms indicate
als or not because
als affects everyone so differently in the beginning and throughout its progression. from what was explained to my brother, the neurologists will not offer a diagnosis until they are fairly certain that it is indeed
als. but please do not give up hope !!! the tests could possibly indicate another neurological disorder that mimics
als but it sounds very similar to the onset of my brother's symptoms. only the doctors can give you an accurate account of what is or is not happening.
my heart goes out to you and your family - my brother is also 38 (diagnosed at 37) and it's been an emotional struggle. but pleaase stay encouraged and hopeful and rely on your faith (if you are a believer) and the love of your family and friends because these things will help you on a daily basis. and keep a sense of humour about everything because laughter can help you overcome the darkest of moments. i will be praying for you and your family. god bless,
trish