daigs
Active member
- Joined
- Jan 28, 2013
- Messages
- 33
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 11/2012
- Country
- US
- State
- MA
- City
- Grafton
Hi everyone! I had a man by the name Ron Hoffman come out to my home and help me plan for my future. He is a wonderful man who helps those of us with ALS make safer homes and get free equipment. I live at my parent's house, an in-law apt that is over the garage. Well, we have a lot of work to. My parents say there is no way that they will put me in a home. They said that they will send my grandmother who lives with them in the house out and I will go into the main house...lol. Well we have to put in an electronic lift, 2 large ramps, 2 new doors, and nock down a wall and move it 4 feet. My dad just said no problem, whatever my baby needs. I am not in a wheelchair yet but my dad said he wants everything done now so when I do or if I have a bad day it is there. He always asks me how I am feeling and doing and so does Mom. They both keep asking why. They don't know who I can stay so possitive when this is going on. My brother is in total denial, to the point he said not everyone dies. I just let him think what he wants and slowly fill him in on the truth. My boyfriend and family don't get a lot of the tirednesss. My boyfriend says push yourself through the weekness. It is so hard to say that the weekness is not due to being tired but because the muscles are not working. How do you explain it?
My family and friends are hosting a fundraiser/raffle to help raise money for the house changes. I am actaully doing a lot for it because it is keeping me busy and my mind going in better places. I am scared of the future, but I can't say it to anyone here because they are as well but for different reasons. The winter and the weather does not help with the mood...lol. Not a lot of people know I have ALS. I feel imbarressed or assamed even though I know I shouldn't. Has anyone else felt like that? Like you did something wrong but know you did not do this to yourself. My 20yr class reunion is this year and I have so many emotions about it because of this. I KNOW there is NOTHING to be assamed about. Everyone is going to find out anyway because of the fundraiser so I better get over it and get over it fast. Hope everyone is doing well and thanks for listening.
My family and friends are hosting a fundraiser/raffle to help raise money for the house changes. I am actaully doing a lot for it because it is keeping me busy and my mind going in better places. I am scared of the future, but I can't say it to anyone here because they are as well but for different reasons. The winter and the weather does not help with the mood...lol. Not a lot of people know I have ALS. I feel imbarressed or assamed even though I know I shouldn't. Has anyone else felt like that? Like you did something wrong but know you did not do this to yourself. My 20yr class reunion is this year and I have so many emotions about it because of this. I KNOW there is NOTHING to be assamed about. Everyone is going to find out anyway because of the fundraiser so I better get over it and get over it fast. Hope everyone is doing well and thanks for listening.