BeckyW
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Jun 20, 2011
- Messages
- 158
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 10/2009
- Country
- US
- State
- Vernont
- City
- Burlington
Today we signed up for hospice through our VNA. I know this doesn't mean I have six months left but it's hard to grasp I am eligible. My body mass is low and my breathing weak. I eat a little but I get what I need through my peg. I use a bipap at night. My legs are much weaker and right hand very weak. I have my power chair and I pad so I'm not locked in. I had a wonderful aid with me the last few days when Doug was at a business meeting. She was delight to talk with and she ironed and did some laundry. I look forward to seeing her on Saturday. I really want Doug to go golf with his buddies. This journey is harder for him in some ways. I see stress in his face and know he's not sleeping well. It's getting harder to be upbeat all the time but I don't like pity parties either. I pray that I can hold my grandaughter when she is born in July. I chose not to have a vent but I'll fight as long as I can! T:neutral