Balexander
New member
- Joined
- Jul 27, 2010
- Messages
- 8
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 05/2010
- Country
- US
- State
- OR
- City
- The Dalles
Hi,
Sorry for such a downer post, but need to tell someone. I'm so sad. I don't want to go on anymore like this. I can no longer move my arms, swallow, talk, or stand to transfer.
I'm tired of being a burden to my family. I know I could end it by not taking any more formula through the feeding tube (been using it seven months now).
But I'm selfish and weak and am scared to go through starving to death. My breathing is weakening pretty fast, but still only need a bipap at night. So that way out is still a little far off. Is it painful to starve to death?
Thanks for listening.
Bryan
Sorry for such a downer post, but need to tell someone. I'm so sad. I don't want to go on anymore like this. I can no longer move my arms, swallow, talk, or stand to transfer.
I'm tired of being a burden to my family. I know I could end it by not taking any more formula through the feeding tube (been using it seven months now).
But I'm selfish and weak and am scared to go through starving to death. My breathing is weakening pretty fast, but still only need a bipap at night. So that way out is still a little far off. Is it painful to starve to death?
Thanks for listening.
Bryan