I knew joel very well, He got his vent about a month before my mom did, He would have lived forever had it been tottally up to him. Nice guy, I loved his wood work shop. Joell was very much in touch when he decided to end the ventilator, that was really sad.
My mom isn't able to communicate at all recently, she was blinking to yes questions but now hardly at all. I am in hopes she is just exhausted from being in the hospital and she'll come around. Her eyes were fixed straight up to the right, today they are down lowered to normal position. So maybe by tomorrow, I can only hope. She never talked about what was to come, actually refused to talk about it, I'm not certain she ever accepted having ALS at all. I did and have asked several times about the vent and she always responded she still wanted it. She's still in there I can see it through her eyes. I'll pray tomorrow and rest allows her to respond.