irismarie
Very helpful member
- Joined
- Nov 21, 2009
- Messages
- 1,386
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 05/2010
- Country
- FR
- State
- tarn et garonne
- City
- valeilles
Tomorrow my son and family arrive and I shall be very happy and things will be fine.
Now, my friends, excuse me as this time I am going to set you a question that is NOT a happy one. Today has been a really really bad one in all sorts of ways AND I cannot find my usual self anywhere. (It's this damned hospital bed. Once it is up everything slips down the back).
Anyway
How can one hate ones life as much as I do now and yet still not want to die?
Answer it myself as I go along. It is because something somewhere is important enough to live for. OK.
I shall leave this posted even tho I answered my own question that had been bugging me all day yet cleared itself when I put it in writing to you.
THANK YOU
But I wish I could stop crying.
AH just remembered EL. Always got an excuse for everything, I have. Musst write the book "An excuse for every day of the Year"
Love you all. Excuse me for moaning.......
Now, my friends, excuse me as this time I am going to set you a question that is NOT a happy one. Today has been a really really bad one in all sorts of ways AND I cannot find my usual self anywhere. (It's this damned hospital bed. Once it is up everything slips down the back).
Anyway
How can one hate ones life as much as I do now and yet still not want to die?
Answer it myself as I go along. It is because something somewhere is important enough to live for. OK.
I shall leave this posted even tho I answered my own question that had been bugging me all day yet cleared itself when I put it in writing to you.
THANK YOU
But I wish I could stop crying.
AH just remembered EL. Always got an excuse for everything, I have. Musst write the book "An excuse for every day of the Year"
Love you all. Excuse me for moaning.......