soonerwife
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- Joined
- Mar 16, 2016
- Messages
- 1,571
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 10/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- OK
- City
- Cleveland
So this weekend was eye opening for me.
Last weekend I was gone most of the weekend seeing my uncle that recently broke his neck.
On Thursday, I told my mom I was going to stay home all weekend. It was supposed to be cold here and I needed time to rest and just hang out.
Friday I take care of laundry, bills, meet with the internet company...
Saturday morning I wake up and think I CAN'T sit here all weekend.... What was I thinking.
It is soooo quiet here. Work seems normal, home does not.
I don't know what I am supposed to be doing?!
I am so used to taking care of things that now that Cliff is gone, I'm not even sure what I am doing.
We all have to get used to the new normal when we are taking care of our PALS and they can no longer go and do things.
Heck, even before that, we are constantly getting used to new normals. He couldn't speak, then he couldn't eat...
I started a new little side gig... I am hoping this will be a healthy way of spending my time and hopefully making a little extra money?!
Most of us lose our second income when we lose our PALS since alot of them are not at retirement age.
Honestly, I don't know how to do this without Cliff but I am putting one foot in front of the other and trying to find my new normal...
Last weekend I was gone most of the weekend seeing my uncle that recently broke his neck.
On Thursday, I told my mom I was going to stay home all weekend. It was supposed to be cold here and I needed time to rest and just hang out.
Friday I take care of laundry, bills, meet with the internet company...
Saturday morning I wake up and think I CAN'T sit here all weekend.... What was I thinking.
It is soooo quiet here. Work seems normal, home does not.
I don't know what I am supposed to be doing?!
I am so used to taking care of things that now that Cliff is gone, I'm not even sure what I am doing.
We all have to get used to the new normal when we are taking care of our PALS and they can no longer go and do things.
Heck, even before that, we are constantly getting used to new normals. He couldn't speak, then he couldn't eat...
I started a new little side gig... I am hoping this will be a healthy way of spending my time and hopefully making a little extra money?!
Most of us lose our second income when we lose our PALS since alot of them are not at retirement age.
Honestly, I don't know how to do this without Cliff but I am putting one foot in front of the other and trying to find my new normal...