adrivtham
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Feb 23, 2016
- Messages
- 116
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 02/2016
- Country
- US
- State
- texas
- City
- katy
After my sweetheart's death I went to my home country Colombia. Couldn't take his ashes because they were no ready and my plan to put him next to a beautiful tree is not possible since the farm is going to be sold. I don't know now what I am going to do. In the meantime I have them in our room.
I came back yesterday and today back to work. I have been crying non stop. I miss him so much and I feel guilty for no taking time off earlier to be with him.
How to pick up yourself from this misery?
I try to focus in the fact that he is no suffering, but this horrible emptiness, I can't even pray.
I came back yesterday and today back to work. I have been crying non stop. I miss him so much and I feel guilty for no taking time off earlier to be with him.
How to pick up yourself from this misery?
I try to focus in the fact that he is no suffering, but this horrible emptiness, I can't even pray.