Staying strong
Active member
- Joined
- Nov 20, 2014
- Messages
- 78
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 5/2011
- Country
- US
- State
- ct
- City
- danbury
Greetings all.. The time has come to start getting the house on the Market.. My Daughter and I just can't stay.. although Liz didn't pass on here it's just a comfortable
Place.. at night I can still hear the suction machine etc running. I know Liz would understand but after 22 years together and raising our 2 kids here it's tough..after 5 years of living the als nightmare there's so muc that has been neglected.. every drawer and box I open just kills me.. and I'm just not ready for my G/F to help with these tasks.. heck I still haven't brought myself to shut her cell phone off..Still fighting the feelings of guilt of finding happiness and living my life not as a caregiver... our new
home will be shared with my G/F and her 2 kids whom my kids have known since they were little. And Dayle has promised my daughter there will be a " Mommy Wall " for pictures etc of my Daughters choice.. it's just all way more than I can handle at times.
I just miss my Liz so Much
Place.. at night I can still hear the suction machine etc running. I know Liz would understand but after 22 years together and raising our 2 kids here it's tough..after 5 years of living the als nightmare there's so muc that has been neglected.. every drawer and box I open just kills me.. and I'm just not ready for my G/F to help with these tasks.. heck I still haven't brought myself to shut her cell phone off..Still fighting the feelings of guilt of finding happiness and living my life not as a caregiver... our new
home will be shared with my G/F and her 2 kids whom my kids have known since they were little. And Dayle has promised my daughter there will be a " Mommy Wall " for pictures etc of my Daughters choice.. it's just all way more than I can handle at times.
I just miss my Liz so Much