Jason's Dream
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Such a hard part of this is getting rid of things, etc. I thought when they took the hospital bed, the cough assist machine, suction device, etc.. that it wouldn't be a big deal. I mean, its not like we shared that bed. It was just stuff to help him. But I cried like a baby. I still can't put things where his bed was, and often lay on the floor and cry where it was. I know, a bit dumb.
Well, today is going to be a hard one. Today his little tracker will be hauled off. I can remember soo many times, watching it fly around the corner as he hurried home to me, as we met to go out to eat, at school, etc. This item does have memories, so I can only imagine how hard this will be, as my heart already hurts just thinking about it.
I just wish there was a shut off valve for all this grief and heartache.
~ Becca
Well, today is going to be a hard one. Today his little tracker will be hauled off. I can remember soo many times, watching it fly around the corner as he hurried home to me, as we met to go out to eat, at school, etc. This item does have memories, so I can only imagine how hard this will be, as my heart already hurts just thinking about it.
I just wish there was a shut off valve for all this grief and heartache.
~ Becca