finally I'm catching up!
now Denise, I want you to realise something. It is so easy to come here and ignore threads or not reply. If we read your threads, and take the time to reply, then it's because we want to be part of your support, and you give support back too. I've really enjoyed the time we have shared posts, and a laugh, and I'd hate to think you leave and have to just talk to yourself again instead of us! (see a laugh is good :razz: )
So do what you feel you need to by all means, but never feel like you shouldn't be talking to us here, we get something out of it too. What you are going through is so similar to the PALS here, why would you let go of some support. I know for myself, I always look to see if there are any posts by you when I come here, because I wonder how you are and enjoy talking to you.
Be kind to yourself, take a lot of care, and if you decide to stay then I for one will be really happy!