Lynk
Active member
- Joined
- May 20, 2015
- Messages
- 31
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 05/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- FL
- City
- Tallahassee
Hello,
Yesterday I saw Dr Boylen at Mayo Jacksonville and he made the call that the doctor in May was not ready to make. I think I am relatively early in the progression, but I have declined since May and now have regular spasms in my hand and not much use of my forefinger. Arm is very tired after a day of clicking the mouse. I have felt a few fasciculations in my left hand in the last week, but otherwise it is still functional.
So. I have been living a split life trying to act as if I didn't have it and also as if I did...although I really thought this was ALS it was a strange feeling to say the least to have it called. I'm in shock but also relieved in a weird way because now I can get on with figuring things out.
I'm most worried about my 19 year old daughter. She was not going there with this until she had to and was shocked when it became real and now she is shutting me out, doesn't want to talk, etc. I have talked to her best friends mother so I hope she can help her.
I am going to retire in September and I feel lucky that I have just reached retirement age so it can all go through smoothly. I love my job and would have stayed for a long time. My next challenge is telling the students and faculty in my program. September is so soon.
Thanks to everyone here. It is a strange trip we're on.
Lyn
Yesterday I saw Dr Boylen at Mayo Jacksonville and he made the call that the doctor in May was not ready to make. I think I am relatively early in the progression, but I have declined since May and now have regular spasms in my hand and not much use of my forefinger. Arm is very tired after a day of clicking the mouse. I have felt a few fasciculations in my left hand in the last week, but otherwise it is still functional.
So. I have been living a split life trying to act as if I didn't have it and also as if I did...although I really thought this was ALS it was a strange feeling to say the least to have it called. I'm in shock but also relieved in a weird way because now I can get on with figuring things out.
I'm most worried about my 19 year old daughter. She was not going there with this until she had to and was shocked when it became real and now she is shutting me out, doesn't want to talk, etc. I have talked to her best friends mother so I hope she can help her.
I am going to retire in September and I feel lucky that I have just reached retirement age so it can all go through smoothly. I love my job and would have stayed for a long time. My next challenge is telling the students and faculty in my program. September is so soon.
Thanks to everyone here. It is a strange trip we're on.
Lyn