Rodney, just because you are stricken with grief, does not mean you are not strong. It means you love your brother deeply. Let the tears flow. Your shock and grief are what we all experienced. You will get through this initial stage. I understand your feelings and what you are going through. We all do. Reach out to others for support, and don't turn your back on faith, which can be a source of comfort and strength, although your initial reaction is understandable. The ALS community in your area and this forum provide a wealth of information, resources and encouragement. There is life after diagnosis. You will have memorable times with your brother, so try to take one day at a time and not think too much of the end stage. There is time to deal with one problem at a time, just one step at a time, and you will get through and be a wonderful support to your brother.
-Charlene