Broken down Cowboy
Active member
- Joined
- Apr 26, 2015
- Messages
- 55
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 12/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- MT
- City
- Miles City
Hello, Guess it's better to get right to it. I was diagnosed at the Barrow Clinic in Phoenix, with ALS in December 2014. The extra sad news for me was that I'd been told, that my mild stroke like symptoms (slurred speech and left leg weakness) which had begun about for months earlier were due to a reaction I'd had to Crestor. Up June of 14' I'd been healthy as an ox all my life. After being on Crestor for only a few days I started muscle cramps. I quit it after 3 weeks, but my symptoms never left, and slowly worsened. I'd been under the care of a neurologist in Montana who kept telling me I'd improve with steroids. As I worsened he suggested a second opinion......That lead me to Phoenix, and my death sentence.
I'm not looking for sympathy. I think I've had enough time since December to rationalize what has happened to me. At 67, I can truly say that I've had a great life. It's when I read about young folks with their whole lives ahead of them beat down with this mind boggling diagnosis, that my heart bleeds. But, it also bleeds for my wonderful wife, who not only will be tasked with the responsibility of my care, but be deprived of the twenty or more years of love together during our healthy retirement we both had planned on and worked so hard to enjoy.
I've six kids who have already rallied around me to the point I feel humbled. Their spread out all over the country now, but my oldest son as rented a 12 room house in the Seattle area where everyone will gather for a week in June for our very first ever full family reunion.
I'm not speaking well at all and having some problems swallowing, but at least I'm still walking and moving around pretty good. I'm not riding horses anymore though. I can't see falling off and spending six months in traction.
I am a Christian, and a good one. We've been members of our church all our married lives. It's the only thing, other then the love and support of my family that is keeping my head together now a days. I figure God's got a plan much bigger then my own and this mess must be part of it. I thank him for the wonderful gifts of my life and am stepping forward in faith. I'll try to represent a good example for those who know me, as a man of faith facing a bitter enemy.
I've also told the folks down at the Barrow clinic that I'd be willing to volunteer for anything they'd ask me to do in the way of clinical trials...which might someday help the legions of humans someday, yet to be diagnosed with this hideous, disease.
Last thing I'd like to say is that I'm happy I discovered this forum and I'm sure I'll be spending a lot of time here from now on. Ranch work isn't in my future, spending some time in front of this keyboard hopefully will take up some slack. I'd like to think maybe, that as time goes on, my input to this forum may be of help to fellow members.
God bless us all.
I'm not looking for sympathy. I think I've had enough time since December to rationalize what has happened to me. At 67, I can truly say that I've had a great life. It's when I read about young folks with their whole lives ahead of them beat down with this mind boggling diagnosis, that my heart bleeds. But, it also bleeds for my wonderful wife, who not only will be tasked with the responsibility of my care, but be deprived of the twenty or more years of love together during our healthy retirement we both had planned on and worked so hard to enjoy.
I've six kids who have already rallied around me to the point I feel humbled. Their spread out all over the country now, but my oldest son as rented a 12 room house in the Seattle area where everyone will gather for a week in June for our very first ever full family reunion.
I'm not speaking well at all and having some problems swallowing, but at least I'm still walking and moving around pretty good. I'm not riding horses anymore though. I can't see falling off and spending six months in traction.
I am a Christian, and a good one. We've been members of our church all our married lives. It's the only thing, other then the love and support of my family that is keeping my head together now a days. I figure God's got a plan much bigger then my own and this mess must be part of it. I thank him for the wonderful gifts of my life and am stepping forward in faith. I'll try to represent a good example for those who know me, as a man of faith facing a bitter enemy.
I've also told the folks down at the Barrow clinic that I'd be willing to volunteer for anything they'd ask me to do in the way of clinical trials...which might someday help the legions of humans someday, yet to be diagnosed with this hideous, disease.
Last thing I'd like to say is that I'm happy I discovered this forum and I'm sure I'll be spending a lot of time here from now on. Ranch work isn't in my future, spending some time in front of this keyboard hopefully will take up some slack. I'd like to think maybe, that as time goes on, my input to this forum may be of help to fellow members.
God bless us all.