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pecas

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Hello all,

I was just diagnosed on Tuesday. It was not totally unexpected, although my journey has been a quick one compared to many. With hindsight, we've tracked my symptoms back to February. I was in NYC with a friend and she kept chiding me for walking slowly, very much contrary to my nature. I also fell at one point on the street (and several folks stopped to help me, contrary to popular lore about New Yorkers).

The first time I noticed that my gait just wasn't right was in Atlanta in April. Again, walking everywhere. I mentioned it to a couple of folks and we just chalked it up to getting older. I'm 42.

In May, I noticed with some irritation that I started tripping a lot, and my gait was becoming increasingly wonky. Then I put on my running shoes, and decided to start running again. Ha! I got about half of a block and I could not reliably force my right foot to clear the ground. That was a sober walk back to the house. And the beginning of my taking this little glitch seriously.

In June, I spent time with my aunt and uncle for vacation. He's a doctor and his friend is a pain specialist. We all poked and prodded at my leg and they figured out that I had foot drop, and something else that was making my knee pop back with every step, hence the wonky gait. But there was no pain, so we weren't sure what it might be (at least, no one was guessing out loud).

I piddled around a little with finding a neurologist and making an appointment because I know that neurologists are not folks with solutions. I have had a lot of illness and death in my family over the last few years, and I am a very savvy consumer of medical care. But I finally self-referred and made an appointment. Honestly, I was expecting to hear that I had damaged the nerves in my right leg somehow.

She did a full neuro exam, including EMGs and nerve conduction. That sucked. Then she asked me to call my husband and have him meet me to hear the possible diagnoses. Uh oh. She was scheduling me for blood tests and several MRIs. It could be anything from a pinched nerve, she said, to ALS. She knew then it wasn't a pinched nerve, but she was trying to get me not to hop on Google. That was sweet.

During that examination, she saw hyperreflexia and clonus, as well as nerve damage in both legs. I just happened to mention to her almost as I was walking out that I had been cramping in my legs for a few months. It didn't even occur to me that was related. She wasn't surprised to hear that.

My blood tests and MRIs were clear. I got my diagnosis 1.5 weeks after my initial exam (I pushed to get the appointments and results quickly). I started on rilutek a couple days later.

I am waiting for an appointment at the ALS clinic in San Antonio for a second opinion. But there wasn't any equivocating by my neurologist. I have classic symptoms and none that aren't explained. Oh, and the morning after the appointment, I woke up with these funny fluttery twitches all over my legs. I emailed her, just in case it might be related. I didn't know the word fasciculations at that point. Now they are with me every day, all over my body below my armpits.

So that's my story. I'm young and early days. Scared as hell, but settling into it. My first reaction was to sell everything and bolt. My husband and 12-year-old daughter weren't so much into that idea. I've come around to the realization that I need to stay put and dig into my community. I've learned from these forums that isolation as the disease progresses is a real issue. So I'm going to keep working and just adjust my client load so that I can check out when I need to freak, and travel while I still can. I work for myself, so that's a blessing. I am used to traveling extensively domestically and internationally. That'll be a big adjustment for me.

I am grateful for this forum. I'm leary that it's totally open to the public, but as there's no alternative, I'll deal with that!

Thanks for reading along. And thanks in advance for being here for all of us sad souls to land after this bomb drops on our heads.

Pecas
 
Hi Pecas,
We don't want you have to be here either. But I am glad you found us. There are amazing folks on this forum and we all share the same common reason to reach out with others who have ALS.
 
Thanks, Patrick. I knew y'all would know how I'm feeling. :)
 
Dear Pecas, I am so sorry you are here. The one thing we've learned (actually many things but---) is to enjoy every single day and try not to think about what tomorrow will bring. Use your energy to enjoy your life and say no to things that don't really matter. You are not alone in this journey . Hugs to you and your family. Donna
 
Pecans,
So sorry to hear of you diagnosis. But I'm happy to welcome a fellow Texan to the forum. I attend clinic in Dallas. Feel free to look at my user page by clicking on my name in blue.

Tracy
 
Pecas, welcome to our club you never wanted to join.

And thanks for a very clear story of real ALS. Yours is a true story of "failing, not feeling". We get so many DIHALSers who "feel weak" or "feel some pain" or "feel some twitches" and it's difficult to explain to them the difference between failing and feeling. Your story is (sadly) a classic story of falling, tripping, losing your normal gait and then at some point developing cramps and twitches.

You sound strong and you will settle in to the "It is what it is" phase. After all, there is nothing any of us can do except live our lives to the fullest... each and every day.
 
Thanks for the detailed story. It helps educate everybody. Your story is classic, and identical to my wife's (RIP). Stay with your husband and daughter; you'll need support. Stick around this forum and you'll learn how to take care of the many difficulties this disease will impose upon you.
 
Pecas so sorry you are here. I was diagnosed a month before you. I'm also near Austin. There is another certified ALS clinic in Round Rock- the Emory Bellard clinic. It's much closer than the San Antonio clinic unless you live south of Austin.
 
So sorry you have to join us. We will all be here with you as you go thru this journey. You are not alone.

Debbie
 
Welcome. A 2nd opinion is a good idea!

This is a great place albeit an odd mixture a fear, humor, acceptance, support, et al.

My motto: IIWII ("It Is What It Is!") ...

Kind regards,


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Max - Sunday, August 03, 2014 10:13:51 AM
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onset 9/2010, diagnosed with ALS by Stanley Appel 8/29/2013
It Is What It Is ...

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Sorry you find yourself here, pecas. I hate it when another joins. The people here are knowledgeable, compassionate, sometimes funny and have become my friends. Hope you find it the same.
-kay
 
Thank you, everyone. You make me want to cry (granted, I do that several times a day now).

nebrhahe53, I live in south Austin, and have family in San Antonio, so it makes sense for us to go that direction. But I didn't realize there was a clinic in Round Rock. That's good to know. My neuro really likes the doctor who runs the SA clinic, as well, which is another reason I'd like to try them. I really like my neuro, and I'm not generally a huge fan of most doctors I come across (I'm no sheeple enough for most of them).

Dusty, I can't go anywhere near that "Do I have ALS" forum. Makes me stabby. I had never in my life given ALS a second thought, outside of the stories I'd hear on NPR or wherever; just a vague awareness. I can't imagine talking yourself into thinking you have this rare disease because you're feeling twitchy or you have dents in your legs or are feeling tired and weak. What an awful way to live.
 
I'm so sorry Pecas. It hurts every time someone joins this club, especially one so young. I pray for slow progression and peace. Blessings to you and your family.
 
Hello Pecas,
Sorry you have to join our elite club. This is a good place to be. I was diagnosed June of 2014. Just 6 weeks ago. Funny, it seems like years. I have cried and ridden the emotional roller coaster but the hills and valleys are smoothing out some. I don't cry every day and I'm beginning to feel more like myself. More normal. It was a REAL shock. ALS was NOT on my radar. Looking back I can see symptoms that were hard to explain at the time and make perfect sense now.

I, too, was diagnosed rather quickly. I had the EMS, nerve conduction, 4 MRI's, blood work, neuro exam, etc. But, what cinched it for me was having started cramps in February and faciculations in April.

2 neuros later, one being the head of an ALS clinic here I am.

Sorry you're here. But nice to meet you

Lynne
 
Welcome Pecas,
Your story sounds like a lot of ours, I thought I had a throat issue, never heard of ALS. This is a good place to vent.

Janie H
 
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