NeedCourage
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- Joined
- Feb 22, 2014
- Messages
- 73
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 12/2013
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- US
- State
- PA
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- SW
Dear Fellow CALS and PALS
This is going to be difficult to write - to sort through my thoughts and fears. And too wordy. My PAL had a neurological F/U (my shorthand for .... no, not that .... follow-up) appt a few days ago. He was not due until August but something new developed and I wanted to see MD sooner.
So far, other than EMG/NCV readings indicating MND and an ALS Clinic Director saying the mind-blowing words, "Have you heard of Lou Gehrig's Disease?" earlier this year, my husband only had these symptoms: 30-pound weight loss and very slight limp when tired. Oh, also fasciculations (sp?).None of these have worsened and nothing else (other than fatigue and diminished appetite) has developed since we began our journey... until...
I started to notice things (since I watch him like a mother hen - and sometimes like a hawk) that his cough was getting 'soft' and his formerly blasting sneezes were squeaks - also his earth-shaking snoring had stopped altogether. I finally (was only a couple days but seemed like forever) gathered the gumption to ask if his breathing felt different in any way. I should have been prepared, but, of course, was not.
He said, "Well, yes - it feels like there is a band around my chest and I can't get a full breath..." I inwardly went into immediate panic mode.
I do what I always do - immediately read up on ALS breathing problems and started doing some light exercises with him - deep diaphragm breathing; coughing; blowing through puckered lips. Stuff like that.
Our neuro examined him and kind of dismissed it - perhaps because it is premature? or not as bad as it seems to me. Said he wanted another F/u appt in 3 or 4 months. I asked if we should look into an ALS Clinic and he said no. My husband only has LMN symptoms so far - as I understand it.
ALL THIS leads up to my simple question:
Have any of you had some difficulty breathing very early on in your experience.
It always seems to be listed as part of the final stage of ALS. My honey has said he had no intention of utilizing breathing nor feed tubes.
I was just beginning to get used to the idea of his having this horrible monster. Now I am emotionally back to square one. Can't eat - nightmares... you know.
I have so many questions will save them for another time. This is the most important one to me right now.
If you can offer any feedback, I would be so very grateful. I have no one to talk to so I rely on your help. Thank you in advance - and wishes for courage and peace to all.
Hugzzz
Nancy
This is going to be difficult to write - to sort through my thoughts and fears. And too wordy. My PAL had a neurological F/U (my shorthand for .... no, not that .... follow-up) appt a few days ago. He was not due until August but something new developed and I wanted to see MD sooner.
So far, other than EMG/NCV readings indicating MND and an ALS Clinic Director saying the mind-blowing words, "Have you heard of Lou Gehrig's Disease?" earlier this year, my husband only had these symptoms: 30-pound weight loss and very slight limp when tired. Oh, also fasciculations (sp?).None of these have worsened and nothing else (other than fatigue and diminished appetite) has developed since we began our journey... until...
I started to notice things (since I watch him like a mother hen - and sometimes like a hawk) that his cough was getting 'soft' and his formerly blasting sneezes were squeaks - also his earth-shaking snoring had stopped altogether. I finally (was only a couple days but seemed like forever) gathered the gumption to ask if his breathing felt different in any way. I should have been prepared, but, of course, was not.
He said, "Well, yes - it feels like there is a band around my chest and I can't get a full breath..." I inwardly went into immediate panic mode.
I do what I always do - immediately read up on ALS breathing problems and started doing some light exercises with him - deep diaphragm breathing; coughing; blowing through puckered lips. Stuff like that.
Our neuro examined him and kind of dismissed it - perhaps because it is premature? or not as bad as it seems to me. Said he wanted another F/u appt in 3 or 4 months. I asked if we should look into an ALS Clinic and he said no. My husband only has LMN symptoms so far - as I understand it.
ALL THIS leads up to my simple question:
Have any of you had some difficulty breathing very early on in your experience.
It always seems to be listed as part of the final stage of ALS. My honey has said he had no intention of utilizing breathing nor feed tubes.
I was just beginning to get used to the idea of his having this horrible monster. Now I am emotionally back to square one. Can't eat - nightmares... you know.
I have so many questions will save them for another time. This is the most important one to me right now.
If you can offer any feedback, I would be so very grateful. I have no one to talk to so I rely on your help. Thank you in advance - and wishes for courage and peace to all.
Hugzzz
Nancy