adrivtham
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Feb 23, 2016
- Messages
- 116
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 02/2016
- Country
- US
- State
- texas
- City
- katy
My sweetheart passed away last Friday and even though I know he is free now from this horrible illness I am inconsolable, and all I want to do is cry.
I met my beautiful husband online and we where inseparable. For us was second marriages, and he was a loving father for my children.
I am very short and he was tall and so handsome, I never got tired of looking at him. I used to joke saying that he was my husky and I was his Chihuahua.
We had a very simple live but we enjoyed to do things together. Sitting at the porch drinking coffee and watch the birds was our weekends mornings. The happiest chapter of my life was with him and I feel so lost now.
I tried so hard at the beginning of the illness thinking that we would beat this disease. I researched every day and got him all the medicines I could get but nothing worked.
The night he turned to the critical condition I was sleeping and I was hearing that he was kind of gasping for air but I was so tired that in my dream I was getting up and fixing his mask . This makes me so sad because I think that when I finally got up and check on him he must have suffering unable to wake me up.
He lasted 10 days in this condition were everyday they would tell me is his last day.
It was a torture, I was praying for mercy, but when he finally passed I wanted to cover him get him back but at the same time I hated what this illness has done to this beautiful man that I adored and needed to be free.
Hugs to all of you
Adriana
I met my beautiful husband online and we where inseparable. For us was second marriages, and he was a loving father for my children.
I am very short and he was tall and so handsome, I never got tired of looking at him. I used to joke saying that he was my husky and I was his Chihuahua.
We had a very simple live but we enjoyed to do things together. Sitting at the porch drinking coffee and watch the birds was our weekends mornings. The happiest chapter of my life was with him and I feel so lost now.
I tried so hard at the beginning of the illness thinking that we would beat this disease. I researched every day and got him all the medicines I could get but nothing worked.
The night he turned to the critical condition I was sleeping and I was hearing that he was kind of gasping for air but I was so tired that in my dream I was getting up and fixing his mask . This makes me so sad because I think that when I finally got up and check on him he must have suffering unable to wake me up.
He lasted 10 days in this condition were everyday they would tell me is his last day.
It was a torture, I was praying for mercy, but when he finally passed I wanted to cover him get him back but at the same time I hated what this illness has done to this beautiful man that I adored and needed to be free.
Hugs to all of you
Adriana