Amanda81
Active member
- Joined
- Nov 1, 2012
- Messages
- 57
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 12/2012
- Country
- US
- State
- IL
- City
- Central IL
My last post was a plea for help. Things seemed to get very bad very fast. Then at 11:15pm on February 12th, I held my mom's hand and watched her take her last breath. My heart is aching, but I can see her so happy and so free in Heaven already. And she is already making sure I know she's watching over me... I received a book on Valentine's day from her that has been on backorder since December 2012! And then yesterday I get a phone call about a potential "real" job (I was in the process of finding a job that utilized my degree when she got sick, so I stopped looking and stayed at the job that I knew would work best for me taking care of her as much as possible). She was the best person I knew and no one she met would say any different. Maybe someday I will understand why God chose her to go through something like this, but I don't struggle with those thoughts much now that her suffering has ended. Thank you to each person who ever responded to a post and told me their story or helped me in any way, and thank you to the guy (I don't remember his name) who sent countless informative e-mails about her EMG results and what to expect at our 2nd opinion appointment.
God Bless You All,
Amanda
God Bless You All,
Amanda