Enrique
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- Joined
- Nov 6, 2012
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- Loved one DX
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- VEN
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- Tachira
- City
- San Cristobal
Hello to everyone,
I've been reading these forums for more than 3 years now, but I wasn't brave enough to post... and I don't know why I feel that today is the day to do so...
My father was diagnosed with ALS in 2009, and he passed away on June 25th 2011, more than a year ago. This last year I decided to keep my mind away from anything related to ALS, I wanted to move on, to go back to my normal life. But the thing is that I've realized that ALS is part of who I am, and as much as I hate it, it will always be the reason why my father is no longer here with me.
Me, my brother and my mother took care of him from day one until the very last. All I can say is that my father accepted this disease and never got angry at God, or life, or us for that matter... he worked until the last day he could work, he spoke until the last day he could, and he ate until the last day he could swallow. It still breaks my heart to remember how he went from being the most energetic and active person to a man that had to spend the entire day in his bed watching T.V.
I can only say that he is and he will always be my hero, and so are all of you who are bravely fighting this monster. You are all in my prayers and I know that my father somewhere is also looking down on you....as I type these words I still can't believe that he is gone, at 51 so young... and he leaves me at 22 alone in this world...I guess I just want to say thank you to all of you, coming here and reading you was a blessing, and knowing that we were not alone in this fight was a gift from god...
My heart goes out to you, thanks for reading this
Enrique
I've been reading these forums for more than 3 years now, but I wasn't brave enough to post... and I don't know why I feel that today is the day to do so...
My father was diagnosed with ALS in 2009, and he passed away on June 25th 2011, more than a year ago. This last year I decided to keep my mind away from anything related to ALS, I wanted to move on, to go back to my normal life. But the thing is that I've realized that ALS is part of who I am, and as much as I hate it, it will always be the reason why my father is no longer here with me.
Me, my brother and my mother took care of him from day one until the very last. All I can say is that my father accepted this disease and never got angry at God, or life, or us for that matter... he worked until the last day he could work, he spoke until the last day he could, and he ate until the last day he could swallow. It still breaks my heart to remember how he went from being the most energetic and active person to a man that had to spend the entire day in his bed watching T.V.
I can only say that he is and he will always be my hero, and so are all of you who are bravely fighting this monster. You are all in my prayers and I know that my father somewhere is also looking down on you....as I type these words I still can't believe that he is gone, at 51 so young... and he leaves me at 22 alone in this world...I guess I just want to say thank you to all of you, coming here and reading you was a blessing, and knowing that we were not alone in this fight was a gift from god...
My heart goes out to you, thanks for reading this
Enrique