Welcome to the next step. I am so sorry for your loss, and i do understand. I lost my Bran 11/20/2011. There is nothing that is going to make this better, or make it less painful. Just know that you are in our hearts and thoughts. It's a strange road, but we walk it together and there are so many in this stage here, if you need a shoulder or just someone to vent to, I'm here. I have walked your path and I am willing to listen, share, what ever you need.