kellyh
Member
- Joined
- Jan 22, 2010
- Messages
- 20
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 03/2009
- Country
- US
- State
- Sc
- City
- Sumter
I just wanted to ask everyone on here to keep me and my family in your prayers as we get through this difficult time. The funeral is this morning at 11 and I am sitting here trying to prepare myself for probably the most diffiicult day of my life. My mom was a beautiful woman and was loved by sooooo many people. She was so miserable near the end and she died at home with all of her family around her, just as she wanted to. She looked so peaceful when she passed and last night at the viewing she looked the best she as in months. In some ways it is a relief to know that she is no longer in any pain or suffering but I am going to miss her tremendously. I have been trying to prepare myself for this for a year now, but I don't know how I am going to cope. The last year, my life has been taking care of her and I don't know what I am going to do to fill that void. On top of all of this I am 10 weeks pregnant, so I haven't been able to take any medication or drink any alcohol Which is much needed right now! In a way being pregnant has helped me this week, because I know I have to stay strong because another life depends on me.