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It was a bit of a dis-appointment. As in, he had no magic anti-spasticity, anti-fatigue bullet. But it was also reassuring in a strange way.

The physiatrist himself was wonderful, but he did not have the answers I was looking for. My goal was to find a way to reduce night time spasticity and improve my fatigue. While it was super disappointing for me, I highly recommend seeing one if you are experiencing gait issues or pain with your spasticity. This guy was thorough. They have LOTS of options for pain and spasticity- just nothing that would immediately work for me with regards to fatigue.

I learned a fair amount about what a physiatrist does- which is look at your function and find practical ways to assist you in either improving or, at the very least managing, pain and spasticity. He didn't really care what disease I had, he just wanted to see how I moved and know what I needed to do in order to function during the day. The most surprising thing he did was elicit some pretty crazy faciculations while putting me through my paces and act surprised that my emg didn't pick up on them (sorry- DIHALS, faciculations are NOT always ALS). Then he said said maybe they were benign (which I agree with completely- NOT LMN) and wrote copious notes in his files.

He spoke to me of expectations (I have pretty high ones) and learning to live with the function I have. He wanted to know when my sleep study was (next month) and what my lung function was (need that checked). He said my fatigue was obviously some mysterious mechanism of PLS combined with the constant spastic muscle activity. He also referred me to a Feldenkrais practioner/ Osteopath to help me learn how to move with spasticity and retain whatever range of motion and strength I have. He also said cannabis was my friend and to keep trying with that (I had stopped a while ago). Because my spasticity is all over, botox is not a solution- but he indicated it can be really helpful for people with severe or painful spasticity in their large muscles because it allows surrounding muscles to settle down and relax as well.

So, while disappointing that he didn't have a magic bullet for me to make me instantly better (as in, cure my my MND), he was super reassuring and supportive. Sometimes it's nice to be told that you are doing everything right for yourself and get a pat on the back that you are working hard and it's just that the disease sucks. I will definitely go back if my spasticity increases or I am not able to deal with pain in the future.
 
Sorry you didn't get any answers you were looking for. I was worried that was going to happen.

It was interesting to read all the things he told you. Mine just mostly shoots me full of Botox and then looks mildly perplexed when I start crying hysterically. I can confirm that botox can help with the large muscles, even when all of your muscles are affected.

Thanks for the update.
Suzannah
 
I know, Suzannah. I pin a lot of hope on medical pracitioners to give me new information or come up with an entirely different diagnosis other than "Weird! We'll just have to see what happens next." when I go for a first appointment. Before all this, I was under the impression specialists and medical folks knew everything. While I like being special and different, I am not stoked to be able to stump people who are experts in the neuro field.

A few other things he said were that cannabis was a terrific option for spasticity, "living in the moment" is a terrible piece of advice to give to a patient who is struggling, don't try adrenal supplements because they're both a rip off and a tax on your system and sometimes doctors don't know but want to fix it anyhow. I liked the guy immensely, but he just couldn't help me.
 
Fiona, you are awesome, finding silver linings to what was obviously a disappointing appointment.

Sometimes knowing a doctor/specialist is on your side is more important than what they can/can't do for you.

Makes the journey that little bit less lonely.
 
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