Eric2266
Member
- Joined
- May 13, 2014
- Messages
- 10
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 03/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- Ohio
- City
- Kent
I don't know if it's normal to feel so angry and scared about my PLS diagnosis, but I am. Before my diagnosis I had "undefined symptoms", but since my PLS diagnosis in March I feel like my world, at 47, has come to a screeching halt. Gone are my career, some of my hobbies and many of my future dreams. I refuse to take a Woe is Me attitude, but am crushed for my new bride of just 8 months, 10 year old son, 13 year old daughter and 18 year old stepson who expect & need so much from me. Things that used to be simple are becoming more difficult.
How can there not be aggressive treatments let alone a cure? I want to fight, but feel like I'm punching darkness.
How come when I try to explain to people what I'm diagnosed with I get either, "I'm sorry" or "You look great"? They have no idea . . . . my life is changing in ways they will never understand.
How can I support those around me when I'm unsure of my own future?
My psychologist said that this is like dealing with the stages of death and this is "normal" .. normal hell . . .
I'm sorry to rant, but I'm hoping to hear how many of you have met this challenge and deal with people.
Eric
How can there not be aggressive treatments let alone a cure? I want to fight, but feel like I'm punching darkness.
How come when I try to explain to people what I'm diagnosed with I get either, "I'm sorry" or "You look great"? They have no idea . . . . my life is changing in ways they will never understand.
How can I support those around me when I'm unsure of my own future?
My psychologist said that this is like dealing with the stages of death and this is "normal" .. normal hell . . .
I'm sorry to rant, but I'm hoping to hear how many of you have met this challenge and deal with people.
Eric