Doris Little
Active member
- Joined
- Oct 21, 2008
- Messages
- 48
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 08/2008
- Country
- AU
- State
- Victoria
- City
- Melbourne
Hello, I have spoken on this forum before. I was dnx with MND in August and confirmed in December. My husband and I are very busy people and thankfully have lots of great friends. To keep our minds of things we socialise all the time. Since being definately dnx I have had two devasting days where if I could of if I knew how to successfuly commit suicide. I am going to the doctors tomorrow to get anti depressents as I am scared that if I have one of these emotional melt downs again I will succeed in killing myself. Like us all I fear the future and will miss all the things I love to do in life - Sailing and Skiing. I was a fit and active 56 year old. I cannot imagine my life without at least sailing in it. The MND is in my legs and the walking is getting harder. I guess when writing on this forum I should try to be positive, but I am finding it so hard to do so. It is the unknown that is so hard! :-(