Alex123
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- Joined
- May 31, 2014
- Messages
- 128
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 05/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- California
- City
- Los Angeles
I am in that tough situation that I guess most of us with ALS reach at some point.
Recently I went to the ALS clinic and they told me that I needed to decide quickly if I wanted a trach or not.
They told me that if I waited and didn't have an advanced directive, I might end up having the trach done during an emergency which would not be a good alternative. On the other hand, they said that the average survival after the trach is 4 months and that I could die during the procedure, which is done under general anesthesia. They also said that there would be an increased chance of pneumonia as the air is not filtered by the nose. I wonder if this information is correct or there are some things that are not.
I have read both about people who have suffered a lot going through the operation and who felt they couldn't continue like that, while I have also read about some who have been on a trach for many years and have been able to somehow enjoy life. So this seems to depend a lot on each case.
In my case, I have bulbar onset, I am on a Peg, I have abundant thick secretions that are quite anoying and now have a dropped head and my hands and arms are very weak. I have been using a BiPap intermitently. Usually for one hour at a time. Some nights I have used it for up to 4 hours. My respiratory muscles are weak and I breath faster after any simple motion like going to the bathroom, but when I went to the clinic they could not complete my lung function test mainly due to my secretions. I suspect I may have had secretions inside my lungs too. They may have gotten a number or two which may not have represented the real condition of my lungs. I don't know if this precipitated their asking me to make a decision about the trach.
If I don't get a trach, I can imagine that when I can't use my hands anymore It'll be difficult to remove the secretions and I won't be able to remove the BiPAP full face mask on my own. Some times I have to pull it out when I have to spit my secretions which would otherwise make me choke. I have tried a nose mask but doesn't seem to work too well and the air comes out through the mouth when I fall asleep. I don't know for how long I'll be able to continue like this (without a trach).
So I am thinking: How is my life going to be after the trach? If I'll have to spend my time getting suctioned and struggling to stay alive, it may not be worth it. Not to mention that I would have to live in some nursing home as I can't afford 24/7 care at home.
So probably what the problem could be summarized as is that I should find out which option gives me the opportunity to live a little longer a life that is worth living. I understand this is very personal, but any ideas about this would be appreciated.
Alex
Recently I went to the ALS clinic and they told me that I needed to decide quickly if I wanted a trach or not.
They told me that if I waited and didn't have an advanced directive, I might end up having the trach done during an emergency which would not be a good alternative. On the other hand, they said that the average survival after the trach is 4 months and that I could die during the procedure, which is done under general anesthesia. They also said that there would be an increased chance of pneumonia as the air is not filtered by the nose. I wonder if this information is correct or there are some things that are not.
I have read both about people who have suffered a lot going through the operation and who felt they couldn't continue like that, while I have also read about some who have been on a trach for many years and have been able to somehow enjoy life. So this seems to depend a lot on each case.
In my case, I have bulbar onset, I am on a Peg, I have abundant thick secretions that are quite anoying and now have a dropped head and my hands and arms are very weak. I have been using a BiPap intermitently. Usually for one hour at a time. Some nights I have used it for up to 4 hours. My respiratory muscles are weak and I breath faster after any simple motion like going to the bathroom, but when I went to the clinic they could not complete my lung function test mainly due to my secretions. I suspect I may have had secretions inside my lungs too. They may have gotten a number or two which may not have represented the real condition of my lungs. I don't know if this precipitated their asking me to make a decision about the trach.
If I don't get a trach, I can imagine that when I can't use my hands anymore It'll be difficult to remove the secretions and I won't be able to remove the BiPAP full face mask on my own. Some times I have to pull it out when I have to spit my secretions which would otherwise make me choke. I have tried a nose mask but doesn't seem to work too well and the air comes out through the mouth when I fall asleep. I don't know for how long I'll be able to continue like this (without a trach).
So I am thinking: How is my life going to be after the trach? If I'll have to spend my time getting suctioned and struggling to stay alive, it may not be worth it. Not to mention that I would have to live in some nursing home as I can't afford 24/7 care at home.
So probably what the problem could be summarized as is that I should find out which option gives me the opportunity to live a little longer a life that is worth living. I understand this is very personal, but any ideas about this would be appreciated.
Alex