alswife77
Member
- Joined
- Nov 8, 2015
- Messages
- 26
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 06/2015
- Country
- FL
- State
- Florida
- City
- Seminole
This is my first post to this board but I have read many of your wonderful posts. Without them I would probably be a lot more crazy than I already am. My husband was diagnosed in June but they believe he has been symptomatic for over 2 years before that. We are probably going into 3 years. First can I say that there are so many amazing people on these boards. Your strength and knowledge helps me though some of the dark times. Here is where we are. My husband uses the oxygen almost 24/7. He has said no to the bipap. He really is only able to take a couple of steps and has lost the use of one of his hands. One of his worst problems is constipation and we are fighting with the right cocktail to aleviate that. I think we may have found it. Prune juice with a prescription laxative every morning and every 3 or 4 days a teaspoon of epson salts in water. That seems to be working for now. He is still eating but sometimes has problems with swallowing. There is a lot of pain involved especially at night. He has just starting taking a small amount of morphine which he really hates doing. Just so everyone knows he has a DNR and a Living Will in place so there is only so much that will be done. Everything seems to be moving so fast. It is so hard as every day is new normal as most of you know. I am having such a hard time with the holidays. We have always made a big deal of them and I can't seem to get through the grocery store without bursting into tears when I get to the car. Just a trip to the dollar tree today was a nightmare with all the Christmas everywhere I go. How do you get through it. We have children and grandchildren and I am trying but I am just not handling it well. I do my breakdowns in the car and outside as I know it hurts my husband to see me upset. We do have hospice which have been a Godsend. From hospital bed to RXs and just someone to lean on they have been amazing. I guess I just needed to introduce myself and thank everyone for being here.