I think until you are actually diagnosed you do not need to think about this any more. and look around you here on this forum, it is filled with people who have been diagnosed living life and enjoying life. suicide is not the choice of most people with als.
wchagas,
I quote Barbie's post because she nails it... you don't need to think about this right now!
Her third point that suicide isn't most PALS' choice is also right on the money. Hell, most of us are too busy living to contemplate dying by our own hand!
As to the PALS who are diagnosed and living/enjoying life, here's a list of some of the things I have done (I'm too dumb to remember them all!) since my diagnosis:
Walked one daughter down the aisle at her wedding
Learned I am going to be a grandfather for the first time
Planning to party like a frat boy at my son's upcoming wedding
Celebrated 3 more anniversaries with my bride of 32 years
Celebrated high school and college graduations with my four children
Ridden my bike to motorcycle rallies in Daytona Beach, FL, Sturgis, SD and other areas
Celebrated life by traveling in and outside the country with family and friends
Took the family on a week-long cruise (and ate like a rescued hostage the whole time!)
Restored relationships I had too-long neglected with family & friends
Become friends with PALS, CALS & ALS professionals around the world
Been given the opportunity & time to ensure I leave an appropriate legacy for my kids
I could go on for pages, but I hope you get the idea that an ALS diagnosis is
not an immediate end to all things worthwhile. God willing, you get a different diagnosis; however, know for sure that you
can live with ALS while you are dying from it.