Hi, folks. I'm a new member but have been reading posts in the forum since my wife's doctors started suspecting ALS over a year ago. Her condition has progressed fairly rapidly. We try to make the best of things, and I have been very good about keeping a positive attitude around my wife and trying always to uplift her (literally and figuratively) and give her reasons to enjoy life even with severe disability. However, when I'm not around her, I find myself losing my temper frighteningly often. Particularly if someone does something to make life harder for us (able-bodied person parking in handicap spot; insurance company denying coverage; getting overcharged for anything by anyone; etc.), I tend to fly off the handle and say the most hurtful things imaginable. I have tried breathing, meditation, counseling, support groups, inspirational writings, etc., but the bottom line is I have such a short fuse now that I'm scared it's just a matter of time before I blow my top at work and jeopardize my job. Lately I've been angry at some of the people I work with over compensation issues, and since I see this as a matter of life or death for my wife, I don't know if I can face them without the risk of exploding. Has anyone else here been in the same boat and navigated these waters successfully without using drugs?