Filmmaker
Active member
- Joined
- Nov 24, 2011
- Messages
- 76
- Reason
- PALS
- Country
- CA
- State
- Québec
- City
- Montreal
Hi everyone
I turned 32 a couple of weeks ago. A lot of my friends sent me messages wishing me happy birthday and all that... The problem is my friends don't even know that i have ALS (they haven't seen me in person for almost a year as i am now staying with my parents in morocco and they are mostly in Paris and Montreal. I can't imagine telling them by email that I am actually dying and that i was hiding this terrible disease that i can't hide anymore. I don't know what to tell them, i miss them sooo much but i am afraid they will get terrified or be sorry for me or not even know what to say and I can't face this, it would probably take too much of my energy knowing that I don't have much left.
What do you think I should do?
I would actually love to see them one more time before I'm not part of this world anymore but it would be a terrible shock for them which I don't want to create...
What do you think I should do? Thank you so much for your help!
I turned 32 a couple of weeks ago. A lot of my friends sent me messages wishing me happy birthday and all that... The problem is my friends don't even know that i have ALS (they haven't seen me in person for almost a year as i am now staying with my parents in morocco and they are mostly in Paris and Montreal. I can't imagine telling them by email that I am actually dying and that i was hiding this terrible disease that i can't hide anymore. I don't know what to tell them, i miss them sooo much but i am afraid they will get terrified or be sorry for me or not even know what to say and I can't face this, it would probably take too much of my energy knowing that I don't have much left.
What do you think I should do?
I would actually love to see them one more time before I'm not part of this world anymore but it would be a terrible shock for them which I don't want to create...
What do you think I should do? Thank you so much for your help!