DaddysLittleGirl
New member
- Joined
- Feb 5, 2012
- Messages
- 3
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Country
- US
- State
- Michigan
- City
- East Tawas
Hi my name is Kolonie. My dad has ALS and has had it now for 3 almost four years. It is very hard I don't know what to do sometimes i live in Michigan and he lives in southern cali. I cant talk to him when i want to because he cant talk any more they only way we get to communicate is through skype on the computer I text him daily to let him know i am thinking about him but its hard when i don't get a reply i know he misses me and it hurts him just as much that he cant reply to me. I am finally going to California to see him on my spring break ! I am so excited! Ia m also terrified to see him. Last time I saw him he was able to walk and talk a bit but now he is in a wheel chair and can not talk at all. I am so scared to see my daddy! I feel selfish because in away I don't want my last time seeing my daddy to be this way but i know i have no choice i just cant stop thinking how i will never hear my daddy tell me that he loves me again that i will never hear him say how proud of me he is and worst of all my daughters will never get to hear there grandfathers voice and that is what hurts most of all! I just need help and support to get me through this hard time i live in a very hard town so there is no where i can go to get the support i feel i need I attend church regularly and that helps me a lot and I know i have God to support me But i am still scared! well i guess that is all.. I just wanted to vent a little. a words of inspiration would be great! thanks for taking the time to read this! And God bless!