joni51
Senior member
- Joined
- Sep 8, 2010
- Messages
- 992
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 10/2010
- Country
- US
- State
- Al
- City
- Valley
Ok I am trying so hard to live just today, but it is like i am grieving already. I know I am depressed, but NOTHING seems to give me any happiness right now. I love my kids, grandkids, and my little dog, but all I think about is the fact that i could lose my husband to this nasty disease. I try to put on my smily face and pretend all is alright, but I just can't seem to pull it off. My kids get mad with me because they won't to act like nothing is wrong and I just can't do it. How do I get past this. I already feel lonely.On top of that with my husband losing his job, we are going to get behind on bills... just everything! i just want to crawl up somewhere and forget all of this.