irismarie
Very helpful member
- Joined
- Nov 21, 2009
- Messages
- 1,386
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 05/2010
- Country
- FR
- State
- tarn et garonne
- City
- valeilles
It seems at the stage I am - no def. diagnosis but pretty certain - there are so many decisions to make, not the least relative to persons around one.
I know this seems personal and of course I shall make my own decision but not knowing exactly how things pan out I could do with experienced input.
The person I live with is ready to stay with me and help me through this and that is fantastic - but by nature he is unreliable, dishonest and negative, liable to attacks of misery verging on the violent when he runs out of dope, exactly the kind of darkness that I want to banish from my life. I could only just about cope with it when I was well and now the stress when he goes bad is more harmful than ever. BUT he is the only person who can live with me and says he is ready to share this with me and he is good in that.
Will the need for practical help override the negative side? Or is it more important to feel "clean"?
I hope the personal naature of this does not offend
IRismarie
I know this seems personal and of course I shall make my own decision but not knowing exactly how things pan out I could do with experienced input.
The person I live with is ready to stay with me and help me through this and that is fantastic - but by nature he is unreliable, dishonest and negative, liable to attacks of misery verging on the violent when he runs out of dope, exactly the kind of darkness that I want to banish from my life. I could only just about cope with it when I was well and now the stress when he goes bad is more harmful than ever. BUT he is the only person who can live with me and says he is ready to share this with me and he is good in that.
Will the need for practical help override the negative side? Or is it more important to feel "clean"?
I hope the personal naature of this does not offend
IRismarie