chefdeborah
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Oct 23, 2009
- Messages
- 158
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 10/2009
- Country
- US
- State
- Georgia
- City
- Peachland
Well, I have been thinking about ending it all and my hubby told me I needed to go to a counselor. I knew I did, and I wanted to. His work has a free one so we made an appt and we went yesterday.
Fat lot of good that did. She practically gave me permission to kill myself! Just told me to call her before I did it! I wanted someone to help me through this. Talk me down, help me get through the depression, the helpless feelings! Not tell me it was okay to do what I was thinking! She said because of having ALS it was okay to kill myself because that was an illness for which there was no cure! DUH! I almost got up and left!:evil:
Hubby told me after we left that he didn't think it was a good thing to go back to her. I agreed wholeheartedly! Yall here have helped me much more than that yahoo did!
Thanks for being here when I need you! AS for her....
deborah
Fat lot of good that did. She practically gave me permission to kill myself! Just told me to call her before I did it! I wanted someone to help me through this. Talk me down, help me get through the depression, the helpless feelings! Not tell me it was okay to do what I was thinking! She said because of having ALS it was okay to kill myself because that was an illness for which there was no cure! DUH! I almost got up and left!:evil:
Hubby told me after we left that he didn't think it was a good thing to go back to her. I agreed wholeheartedly! Yall here have helped me much more than that yahoo did!
Thanks for being here when I need you! AS for her....
deborah