Moonmark
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Hi, everyone, I posted to the forum last week, but think I may not have done it correctly, so trying again. I would love to hear back from some of the more veteran folks to see what they think. I am a 43-year-old woman who began having some stiffness in the fingers of the right hand a few months ago-- 3 or 4. went to primary care doctor who did blood work, Lyme disease test, and test for arthritis-- all normal. since that time, my problems have gotten worse. The stiffness developed into weakness of the right hand, fingers, wrist, and forearm, which is now spreading to the left side. I have trouble with fine motor movements, such as doing zippers, buttons, and opening envelopes. My fingers just don't cooperate.I am having difficulty wiping myself after using the bathroom (sorry to be graphic). I also am starting to have a bit of trouble lifting pans and such and need to use two hands. About a month ago, I also started to have muscle twitching-- in my hands, feet, calves, and face. They are not present all the time, they come and go. I have also had some brief episodes of shooting pain in my tongue. In addition, I have developed some tightness in the muscles of my legs and feet-- particularly in the hamstring and calves, and weakness in the ankle of the right foot, both in the back of the ankle, and on the top part of the foot. I am having trouble walking long distances. The last time I tried to go for a short hike, I was limping back to the car. (I have always been an active person and before this, able to hike, bike, swim, etc, with no problems). for some reason, it is easier for me to ride a bike, but any physical activity wipes me out. I had a brain MRI done the other day, but will not get results for another 10 days when I see the neuro. He will also likely do an EMG, according to his office assistant. I am really terrified about what is happening to me, because it does sound like ALS, from what I have been able to discern online. I have a 2 year old daughter and a 12 year old stepdaughter and I am not handling things well-- I am getting depressed and crying a lot, but trying not to do so in front of them. I am actually feeling very guilty for choosing to have a child so late in life, when the potential for disease increases. I know it doesn't make sense or help any, but I cannot help feeling this way and cannot stop thinking about the possibility of my beautiful daughter having to go through life without a mother. She is the love and light of my life. If you can offer any guidance, I would really appreciate it. thanks--Sandra