Do you mean does your left hand look normal? Yes, it does, Holly. I've gone back and read your previous posts and I'm so sorry you lost your mum to ALS it must have been devastating to watch, however, you've been told over the last two years of posting here that you don't have ALS, both by neurologists and very knowledgeable members. Why, may I ask, do you continue to post here?
There are members here who are dying or members who are caring for loved ones who are dying. Your continued posting takes time away from themselves or their loved ones, as well as from those who have legitimate ALS concerns. Again, I'm sorry about your mum, but you do need to move on and if you cannot, please enlist the aid of a professional who can help.you move on.
Please do take care.