MindfulMeditator
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I've been holding off on posting here for over a month, content with silent lurking, following the suggestions to look at the aboutbfs forum, trying to glean what I can from various threads. I'm convinced my symptoms are slightly more on the MND side than most of the panickers I read.
For example, I'm 40, and my symptoms started with a unilateral swallowing issue about a year ago, (dysphagia/dysmotility is transient, and seems limited to one side). I even had intermittent periods of drool collecting in the left side of mouth. And roughly a month ago I started getting daily widespread, bilateral twitching, that seems to have settled into my right side, with twitching in the right foot, right calf, and right pectoral. Occasionally I get flickers on the left side, including the left upper lip.
Aside from my occasional left-sided swallowing issue, I have no objective weakness as of yet.
Brain MRI is clear. Blood work/Labs are clean. I'm slated for an EMG at UCSF in two weeks, at which point I will also be seeing a neuro.
Although I tend to be more on the careful side, which makes me acutely aware of small changes, much of this happens despite what I'm doing, or what mood I'm in.
I know better than to ask here if I have ALS. But I have two questions that I couldn't find being discussed in the forum already:
I've come to terms with this being a possibility, and I'm okay with whatever the universe throws at me. I've lived many years beyond what some poor kid who died with Leukemia has. It's all relative. This shouldn't be confused with apathy. But I'm not going to bullied out of my time by a mistake in the body.
Appreciate any feedback.
For example, I'm 40, and my symptoms started with a unilateral swallowing issue about a year ago, (dysphagia/dysmotility is transient, and seems limited to one side). I even had intermittent periods of drool collecting in the left side of mouth. And roughly a month ago I started getting daily widespread, bilateral twitching, that seems to have settled into my right side, with twitching in the right foot, right calf, and right pectoral. Occasionally I get flickers on the left side, including the left upper lip.
Aside from my occasional left-sided swallowing issue, I have no objective weakness as of yet.
Brain MRI is clear. Blood work/Labs are clean. I'm slated for an EMG at UCSF in two weeks, at which point I will also be seeing a neuro.
Although I tend to be more on the careful side, which makes me acutely aware of small changes, much of this happens despite what I'm doing, or what mood I'm in.
I know better than to ask here if I have ALS. But I have two questions that I couldn't find being discussed in the forum already:
- 1. I've read a few people mention that MND-related twitching can't be stopped by flexing, or stretching. But I've never seen this officially announced, or corroborated by any PALS or doctors. I seem to be able to stop my main twitches with flexing. Can ALS twitching be stopped with flexes/stretches? Is there even a distinction?
- 2. With Bulbar onset, is the tongue always affected first? Would there be some test I would be reliably failing at this point? (e.g. pressing my tongue in all directions, saying certain words, etc.)
I've come to terms with this being a possibility, and I'm okay with whatever the universe throws at me. I've lived many years beyond what some poor kid who died with Leukemia has. It's all relative. This shouldn't be confused with apathy. But I'm not going to bullied out of my time by a mistake in the body.
Appreciate any feedback.