jpedrn
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- Jan 17, 2016
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- Learn about ALS
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- US
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- CA
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- Visalia
Greetings, and thanks in advance for any insight or words of wisdom. To preface my comments I am a registered nurse who has specialized in critical care, and nephrology. My true calling is disaster response, and you could find me in remote areas of the world when major disaster strikes. I am 51, female, and have always been a tall, big boned strong woman capable of carrying heavy packs, lifting gear, basically able to not need help to get in and out of trouble zones. I go into disasters with a team of former military, and there is no room for weakness.
My last disaster was the Nepal earthquake. My team was dispatched to a remote area near where the US helicopter crashed. It was this trip where I noticed I was having a hard time carrying my packs, hiking, etc. I chalked it up to my age, and the altitude. When I came home in May of last year things didn't get any better. I play (or used to play) pickleball, which is a low impact court game that is a a combo of tennis, and ping pong. Even though it is played with a whiffle ball, I used to be able to have a mean fast and hard serve. Then I started having a hard time getting the ball over the net, forget about the power.
In August I stopped playing as my right arm and shoulder was weak. I thought maybe I had just over used it and gave it some time. A month later I my left arm started having the same symptoms. Then the fasciculations began. Mainly upper arm and shoulder then it moved into my neck and back. I decided it was time to get this all checked out.
I live in a rural area of California and our specialists are few and far between. I started with a series of X-rays. All negative. I had two NCS and one EMG which were both very abnormal, showing damage to both motor and sensory nerves. Severe carpal tunnel, ulnar neuropathy and no response to triceps and biceps. I went to a local Neurologist who wanted a brain MRI. My insurance had initially denied it, and after a month it was approved. My primary MD had also ordered a cervical spine MRI. The results were normal for the Brain, and abnormal for the cervical spine showing some mild disk bulges and nerve root compression.
By the time these results came, I was already having more pronounced weakness and fatiguability. My fasciculations kept increasing and I could look at my hand and see the muscle fibers tremor individually. I was given valium and bacofen for spasm, and neurontin, while the medications helped with the spasticity, the side effects of the combo made it nearly impossible for me to competently work. So I took a medical leave from work.
Over the next 12 weeks nothing happened other than the clock ticking and weakness progressing. I can walk, but with a stagger at times. The ground feels uneven under my feet, and I have slight foot drop. I traveled 4 hours to Sansum clinic and the Neurologist there started a battery of blood tests all of which have come back negative. I had to go back to work after the new year or lose my medical insurance. My local Neurologist has raised the possibility that this is ALS given the EMG,'s but they both wanted me to have carpal tunnel surgery and possible spine surgery and then see what was left. While this seems like a decent strategy, it will be fruitless if this is ALS.
10 days ago I had bilateral Carpal tunnel surgery. I was back to work two days later. I do quite a bit of patient education, which means talking quite a bit. I get short of breath, and tire so easily. The fasciculations in my shoulders and arms continue to be pronounced and I honestly feel I am just biding time prior to diagnosis. Next step is spinal surgery, but the neurosurgeon wants another MRI due to the poor quality of the one I had done locally. Another insurance denial, so more waiting for them to work it out. As much as I want to believe the surgery will cure my symptoms, my gut tells me otherwise.
I understand the "Rule out" process, it is just frustrating that months after symptom onset there is still no plan, no treatment, no answers other than chalking up items onto a list of what we know it isn't. I have had more blood tests including lyme, tropical diseases, myasthenia graves, and DNA testing for Marie Charcot Tooth disease. I know time will tell, but time is a luxury. If this the worst case scenario, I would leave work and take time enjoying each day as much as I could, and stop running myself ragged only to feel the symptoms worsen. At night I am awakened by the tremors and then if I stretch, the spasms. Everything feels like it weighs a ton. My 2.5 lb laptop feels like 10 pounds and it takes two hands to lift.
I fear by the time I have an actual diagnosis I will not be able to do what I want. or make plans. Being a nurse dealing with chronic conditions, I know the value of early diagnosis. My biggest frustration is the Limbo zone that I am now a proud member. So for now I have joined this site and hope to gain wisdom and share and empathize with others who are traveling in the same boat.
My last disaster was the Nepal earthquake. My team was dispatched to a remote area near where the US helicopter crashed. It was this trip where I noticed I was having a hard time carrying my packs, hiking, etc. I chalked it up to my age, and the altitude. When I came home in May of last year things didn't get any better. I play (or used to play) pickleball, which is a low impact court game that is a a combo of tennis, and ping pong. Even though it is played with a whiffle ball, I used to be able to have a mean fast and hard serve. Then I started having a hard time getting the ball over the net, forget about the power.
In August I stopped playing as my right arm and shoulder was weak. I thought maybe I had just over used it and gave it some time. A month later I my left arm started having the same symptoms. Then the fasciculations began. Mainly upper arm and shoulder then it moved into my neck and back. I decided it was time to get this all checked out.
I live in a rural area of California and our specialists are few and far between. I started with a series of X-rays. All negative. I had two NCS and one EMG which were both very abnormal, showing damage to both motor and sensory nerves. Severe carpal tunnel, ulnar neuropathy and no response to triceps and biceps. I went to a local Neurologist who wanted a brain MRI. My insurance had initially denied it, and after a month it was approved. My primary MD had also ordered a cervical spine MRI. The results were normal for the Brain, and abnormal for the cervical spine showing some mild disk bulges and nerve root compression.
By the time these results came, I was already having more pronounced weakness and fatiguability. My fasciculations kept increasing and I could look at my hand and see the muscle fibers tremor individually. I was given valium and bacofen for spasm, and neurontin, while the medications helped with the spasticity, the side effects of the combo made it nearly impossible for me to competently work. So I took a medical leave from work.
Over the next 12 weeks nothing happened other than the clock ticking and weakness progressing. I can walk, but with a stagger at times. The ground feels uneven under my feet, and I have slight foot drop. I traveled 4 hours to Sansum clinic and the Neurologist there started a battery of blood tests all of which have come back negative. I had to go back to work after the new year or lose my medical insurance. My local Neurologist has raised the possibility that this is ALS given the EMG,'s but they both wanted me to have carpal tunnel surgery and possible spine surgery and then see what was left. While this seems like a decent strategy, it will be fruitless if this is ALS.
10 days ago I had bilateral Carpal tunnel surgery. I was back to work two days later. I do quite a bit of patient education, which means talking quite a bit. I get short of breath, and tire so easily. The fasciculations in my shoulders and arms continue to be pronounced and I honestly feel I am just biding time prior to diagnosis. Next step is spinal surgery, but the neurosurgeon wants another MRI due to the poor quality of the one I had done locally. Another insurance denial, so more waiting for them to work it out. As much as I want to believe the surgery will cure my symptoms, my gut tells me otherwise.
I understand the "Rule out" process, it is just frustrating that months after symptom onset there is still no plan, no treatment, no answers other than chalking up items onto a list of what we know it isn't. I have had more blood tests including lyme, tropical diseases, myasthenia graves, and DNA testing for Marie Charcot Tooth disease. I know time will tell, but time is a luxury. If this the worst case scenario, I would leave work and take time enjoying each day as much as I could, and stop running myself ragged only to feel the symptoms worsen. At night I am awakened by the tremors and then if I stretch, the spasms. Everything feels like it weighs a ton. My 2.5 lb laptop feels like 10 pounds and it takes two hands to lift.
I fear by the time I have an actual diagnosis I will not be able to do what I want. or make plans. Being a nurse dealing with chronic conditions, I know the value of early diagnosis. My biggest frustration is the Limbo zone that I am now a proud member. So for now I have joined this site and hope to gain wisdom and share and empathize with others who are traveling in the same boat.
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