preacherman
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Jan 24, 2016
- Messages
- 109
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 04/2016
- Country
- US
- State
- IA
- City
- Thornburg
Greetings:
It is hard to say where I should start; I guess from the begenning. I have been having strange little 'issues' for several years. It seems like they have been coming and going. I generally do not have time for a doctor visit so I have been letting them go, thinking "That's what happens when you turn 50".
Guess the first thing of any consequence... that I finally went to the doctor about, was a problem getting enough air... seems like I could breath just fine but there never seemed to be enough air. Went to the doc and they started the tests... x-rays, etc. etc. Found nothing. I felt really stupid and went home telling myself that I needed to be near death before ever going back to a doctor.
Over the next couple of years little things would bug me... I would get so tired in the afternoons. At the time I was doing floor installations as my day job; something I had done for many years, so I was no slouch as installing carpet is very demanding. My wife would say that I am just getting older and of course I shouldn't be able to do what I used to do. I guess I believed her, but I was not ready to slow down.
Unfortunately my body was. I remember telling her one day, "I don't get this... Working and exercise is supposed to make you stronger, but it seems the more I work, the weaker I get. Sometimes I would get to a job and not even hardly have the strength to carry in the tools.
Time for a change. I had driven truck over the road in my past so it was time to go back to that. Ok, but I started finding it difficult getting into and out of the truck. walking to the truck stop, etc. I just couldn't believe how lazy I was becoming. As well, I had noticed that sometimes I would be driving along and suddenly I wouldn't even know where I was... very scary. I had also noticed that words were not coming
out right. People were always asking me what I said and it was very frustrating.
All this got me thinking that there was more to this than 'being 50'.
Some things that had been going on: I have always had a shake, but it had grown much worse. Cramps...very painful cramps pretty much anywhere, though mostly in my legs. Very difficult to concentrate and focus. Was always tired. Had no strength, couldn't do what I used to do. Yes, I know I am over 50, but I have many relatives still doing carpet into their 70's... though slowly.
Started researching what was gong on and came up with MS. Guess it's time to see a doctor again. After a CT (clean), the GP referred me to Neurologist. After an MRI, EEG and something else (all clean) he referred me to another Neuro. Said she was a 'movement disorder specialist'.
At the first visit she mentioned Polyneuropathy and scheduled an EMG and a fluoroscopy (I forgot to mention that I had developed a difficulty with swallowing).
The fluoroscopy showed that there was minimal penetration while eating a cracker. The EMG doctor seemed bothered by what he was seeing. He kept telling me to relax the muscle... It was relaxed.
Finally after it was done I asked him how it went. His reply: "It's complicated'. Then he said I would have to talk to the referring Neuro. When I asked her, she said there were 'inconsistencies' with the EMG and she scheduled another in three months, but that was all that she would tell me. Very frustrating, though what I have been reading, I am sure everyone knows that feeling.
Symptoms I have noticed lately that I feel are worth mentioning (and that have steered me away from MS and toward ALS... other than the clean MRI:
I noticed that my left hand is noticeably smaller, less meaty than my right... the muscle in my thumb is all but gone. when I relaxed my thumb completely I saw that the muscle that is left is constantly moving by itself. It does this all the time, not just every once in a while.
I heat my house with a pellet stove and I cannot even lift a 40 pound bag of pellets off the floor without having to set it on a chair before finally getting it into the stove.
After reading some stuff I looked at my tongue (yes, I have seen mixed statements about tongue fasciculations); anyway, when I look at it in the mirror it is always moving... looks like worms under the surface. I can't feel it, but every time I look, it is doing it; day or night, before or after eating...always doing it.
There are many more little things, but I am trying to keep this brief... really.
Three months without any real idea either way is a long time to wait. I Have not really been able to work for months.
I realize that most people here are not doctors, but I find that real life experience is better than years of school, and I see a wealth of real life experience.
Any thoughts?
It is hard to say where I should start; I guess from the begenning. I have been having strange little 'issues' for several years. It seems like they have been coming and going. I generally do not have time for a doctor visit so I have been letting them go, thinking "That's what happens when you turn 50".
Guess the first thing of any consequence... that I finally went to the doctor about, was a problem getting enough air... seems like I could breath just fine but there never seemed to be enough air. Went to the doc and they started the tests... x-rays, etc. etc. Found nothing. I felt really stupid and went home telling myself that I needed to be near death before ever going back to a doctor.
Over the next couple of years little things would bug me... I would get so tired in the afternoons. At the time I was doing floor installations as my day job; something I had done for many years, so I was no slouch as installing carpet is very demanding. My wife would say that I am just getting older and of course I shouldn't be able to do what I used to do. I guess I believed her, but I was not ready to slow down.
Unfortunately my body was. I remember telling her one day, "I don't get this... Working and exercise is supposed to make you stronger, but it seems the more I work, the weaker I get. Sometimes I would get to a job and not even hardly have the strength to carry in the tools.
Time for a change. I had driven truck over the road in my past so it was time to go back to that. Ok, but I started finding it difficult getting into and out of the truck. walking to the truck stop, etc. I just couldn't believe how lazy I was becoming. As well, I had noticed that sometimes I would be driving along and suddenly I wouldn't even know where I was... very scary. I had also noticed that words were not coming
out right. People were always asking me what I said and it was very frustrating.
All this got me thinking that there was more to this than 'being 50'.
Some things that had been going on: I have always had a shake, but it had grown much worse. Cramps...very painful cramps pretty much anywhere, though mostly in my legs. Very difficult to concentrate and focus. Was always tired. Had no strength, couldn't do what I used to do. Yes, I know I am over 50, but I have many relatives still doing carpet into their 70's... though slowly.
Started researching what was gong on and came up with MS. Guess it's time to see a doctor again. After a CT (clean), the GP referred me to Neurologist. After an MRI, EEG and something else (all clean) he referred me to another Neuro. Said she was a 'movement disorder specialist'.
At the first visit she mentioned Polyneuropathy and scheduled an EMG and a fluoroscopy (I forgot to mention that I had developed a difficulty with swallowing).
The fluoroscopy showed that there was minimal penetration while eating a cracker. The EMG doctor seemed bothered by what he was seeing. He kept telling me to relax the muscle... It was relaxed.
Finally after it was done I asked him how it went. His reply: "It's complicated'. Then he said I would have to talk to the referring Neuro. When I asked her, she said there were 'inconsistencies' with the EMG and she scheduled another in three months, but that was all that she would tell me. Very frustrating, though what I have been reading, I am sure everyone knows that feeling.
Symptoms I have noticed lately that I feel are worth mentioning (and that have steered me away from MS and toward ALS... other than the clean MRI:
I noticed that my left hand is noticeably smaller, less meaty than my right... the muscle in my thumb is all but gone. when I relaxed my thumb completely I saw that the muscle that is left is constantly moving by itself. It does this all the time, not just every once in a while.
I heat my house with a pellet stove and I cannot even lift a 40 pound bag of pellets off the floor without having to set it on a chair before finally getting it into the stove.
After reading some stuff I looked at my tongue (yes, I have seen mixed statements about tongue fasciculations); anyway, when I look at it in the mirror it is always moving... looks like worms under the surface. I can't feel it, but every time I look, it is doing it; day or night, before or after eating...always doing it.
There are many more little things, but I am trying to keep this brief... really.
Three months without any real idea either way is a long time to wait. I Have not really been able to work for months.
I realize that most people here are not doctors, but I find that real life experience is better than years of school, and I see a wealth of real life experience.
Any thoughts?