VWPGSY
Member
- Joined
- Oct 19, 2014
- Messages
- 25
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Country
- UK
- State
- Avon
- City
- Bristol
Dear MND connect
My Dad passed away in August at 61 from MND, two days before my wedding - he had the condition for around 8 years.
I am 32 years old.
Whilst still in the throes of grief, I am spending a lot of time in deep anxiety that I am going to inherit this condition and also particularly when I have had the following symptoms this year:
June: Pins and Needles in left arm and left leg - duration: on and off for 2-3 weeks
Sept: "Ticklish"/"Light/weak" left fingers (pinky and forth) and throbbing pain in my forearm sometimes.
In June I had a CTI/MRI scan and they said there was nothing.
I saw the doctor a few days ago, who said I would need a distinct family history for there to be FALS - and as far as we know, there we no other members of my family on either side who had the condition, apart from my Dad.
I have also busied myself reading forums, ALS stories etc and I understand that there is a chance that I could have inherited the faulty gene and have the FALS (Familial ALS ), which typically effects younger people.
I can't tell anymore if the symptoms in my left arm are real or psychological - but I definitely notice the difference when typing for example, my left hand feels a slight bit clumsier, when typing etc, but it's never been my strong hand - also, because I am becoming so anxious about it, I am doing things with my left hand that I might not ordinarily do, which also makes me convince myself it's weaker.
I also weight lift at the gym.
I have been told that the chances I can inherit it are slim, but I've read stories of people who have the illness, whose parent had it. So I am just thinking that's going to happen to me and feel very depressed and anxious about it.
I've read the stickies which are very helpful, but I hope the members don't mind if I reach out like this. I feel very alone and anxious.
Thank you.
My Dad passed away in August at 61 from MND, two days before my wedding - he had the condition for around 8 years.
I am 32 years old.
Whilst still in the throes of grief, I am spending a lot of time in deep anxiety that I am going to inherit this condition and also particularly when I have had the following symptoms this year:
June: Pins and Needles in left arm and left leg - duration: on and off for 2-3 weeks
Sept: "Ticklish"/"Light/weak" left fingers (pinky and forth) and throbbing pain in my forearm sometimes.
In June I had a CTI/MRI scan and they said there was nothing.
I saw the doctor a few days ago, who said I would need a distinct family history for there to be FALS - and as far as we know, there we no other members of my family on either side who had the condition, apart from my Dad.
I have also busied myself reading forums, ALS stories etc and I understand that there is a chance that I could have inherited the faulty gene and have the FALS (Familial ALS ), which typically effects younger people.
I can't tell anymore if the symptoms in my left arm are real or psychological - but I definitely notice the difference when typing for example, my left hand feels a slight bit clumsier, when typing etc, but it's never been my strong hand - also, because I am becoming so anxious about it, I am doing things with my left hand that I might not ordinarily do, which also makes me convince myself it's weaker.
I also weight lift at the gym.
I have been told that the chances I can inherit it are slim, but I've read stories of people who have the illness, whose parent had it. So I am just thinking that's going to happen to me and feel very depressed and anxious about it.
I've read the stickies which are very helpful, but I hope the members don't mind if I reach out like this. I feel very alone and anxious.
Thank you.