ysabel
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I hope i post this right..
I know many people have more reasons to be angry than I do.
Quite frankly I feel guilty for being angry.
But I want to get this fixed quickly.
I get most angry when my legs just randomly fall from under me. And when my memory fails me. Lose train of thought. Forget where i put stuff. Cant get my words out right.
I love being positive so basicaly im writing this here to help me vent about this stuff. Not for pitty. I call people and joke and laugh then i get lost of what i was about to say. My words sound all wrong. When im around someone i dont really know im afraid they will think im a drunk.
I dont care for drinks, people who know me know that.
My daughter said aply for social security disability.
I explained i dont have a diagnosis. She said i can apply and social security will send me to thier neurologist. I hope she is right. Im doing that tomorrow.
I do apologize that im angry but I just needed to vent.
I know many people have more reasons to be angry than I do.
Quite frankly I feel guilty for being angry.
But I want to get this fixed quickly.
I get most angry when my legs just randomly fall from under me. And when my memory fails me. Lose train of thought. Forget where i put stuff. Cant get my words out right.
I love being positive so basicaly im writing this here to help me vent about this stuff. Not for pitty. I call people and joke and laugh then i get lost of what i was about to say. My words sound all wrong. When im around someone i dont really know im afraid they will think im a drunk.
I dont care for drinks, people who know me know that.
My daughter said aply for social security disability.
I explained i dont have a diagnosis. She said i can apply and social security will send me to thier neurologist. I hope she is right. Im doing that tomorrow.
I do apologize that im angry but I just needed to vent.