inamaum
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- Sep 22, 2010
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- Learn about ALS
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- wa
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- seattle
Hi, everyone.
I'm 31yr old female. I posted here few times before regarding some of my symtomps. I wasn't able to post after that. This time I had to come back with different name. I used to log in as hina.
I had body-wide subtle twitching, left arm and hand percieved weakness, right lower leg uncomfortness and weak feeling( kind of like off balance feeling). 4 months into my symtomps I had a clean EMG. My neuro told me it's all stress. One month later I had a slight pronounciation problem with my tongue and togue twitching and was referred to another neuro. Fortunately, while I'm waiting for my appointment with him, all my symtomps got better except subtle twitching here and there and limbs jerking occasionally. I even cancelled my appointment with my neuro. For almost a month I was enjoying my life again, apprecitating everything and not taking anything for granted.
But all of a sudden on August 2nd, I woke up with a heaviness in my right arm which I didn't have any problem before. since then my right arm is always heavy and gets tired easily. holding a hair dryer in my right arm is very different from holding it in my left arm. LIfting up my right arm three times above my head already feels the muscle burning. Also my concern is the old same problems are back with my left hand(weak feeling) and right leg again. I can walk, tip-toe, on heel but it tires quickly and feel off balance, heavy and feel like I have to drag it. I also experience shortness of breath and tend to stop breathing as I fall asleep at night too. So, went back to the neuro that I was going to see back in May. The strengh test, my reflexes were all normal and he said I look too normal to be there and real serious disease don't come and go like mine does. He said it's anxiety. He said it will be the same case with my breathing too.
I'm worried about this heaviness I'm feeling in my right arm. and other sympoms that came back. why do they come back when I'm all well and happy? I know you guys will say ALS don't come and go, but I keep on thinking that this is very slow progression and that's why it's mild and sometimes unnoticable by me although the actual symtopms are still there. I tried really hard to forget about all this after my clean EMG now it's all came back and i'm very scared again. My first EMG was 8months ago. TIme for another one I guess. My silly question to guys is, is this heaviness in my arm considered as beginning of weakness? it gets heavier and heavier until I can't lift it up any more? also it's been almost 2months since I woke up with heavy arm in the middle of the night, by now am I expected to have some noticable weakness? my twitchings are very subtle can't see them but happening mostly on my right side of my body.
sorry, you guys I'm here and humiliating myself. I wish I don't have to be here, but
I'm soooooo scared.. please if you possibly could, share your experiences with me, and possibly tell me it's nothing and heaviness in my arm, all this weak feeling are not associated with some serious muscle disorder.. sorry it's too long and thank you.
I'm 31yr old female. I posted here few times before regarding some of my symtomps. I wasn't able to post after that. This time I had to come back with different name. I used to log in as hina.
I had body-wide subtle twitching, left arm and hand percieved weakness, right lower leg uncomfortness and weak feeling( kind of like off balance feeling). 4 months into my symtomps I had a clean EMG. My neuro told me it's all stress. One month later I had a slight pronounciation problem with my tongue and togue twitching and was referred to another neuro. Fortunately, while I'm waiting for my appointment with him, all my symtomps got better except subtle twitching here and there and limbs jerking occasionally. I even cancelled my appointment with my neuro. For almost a month I was enjoying my life again, apprecitating everything and not taking anything for granted.
But all of a sudden on August 2nd, I woke up with a heaviness in my right arm which I didn't have any problem before. since then my right arm is always heavy and gets tired easily. holding a hair dryer in my right arm is very different from holding it in my left arm. LIfting up my right arm three times above my head already feels the muscle burning. Also my concern is the old same problems are back with my left hand(weak feeling) and right leg again. I can walk, tip-toe, on heel but it tires quickly and feel off balance, heavy and feel like I have to drag it. I also experience shortness of breath and tend to stop breathing as I fall asleep at night too. So, went back to the neuro that I was going to see back in May. The strengh test, my reflexes were all normal and he said I look too normal to be there and real serious disease don't come and go like mine does. He said it's anxiety. He said it will be the same case with my breathing too.
I'm worried about this heaviness I'm feeling in my right arm. and other sympoms that came back. why do they come back when I'm all well and happy? I know you guys will say ALS don't come and go, but I keep on thinking that this is very slow progression and that's why it's mild and sometimes unnoticable by me although the actual symtopms are still there. I tried really hard to forget about all this after my clean EMG now it's all came back and i'm very scared again. My first EMG was 8months ago. TIme for another one I guess. My silly question to guys is, is this heaviness in my arm considered as beginning of weakness? it gets heavier and heavier until I can't lift it up any more? also it's been almost 2months since I woke up with heavy arm in the middle of the night, by now am I expected to have some noticable weakness? my twitchings are very subtle can't see them but happening mostly on my right side of my body.
sorry, you guys I'm here and humiliating myself. I wish I don't have to be here, but
I'm soooooo scared.. please if you possibly could, share your experiences with me, and possibly tell me it's nothing and heaviness in my arm, all this weak feeling are not associated with some serious muscle disorder.. sorry it's too long and thank you.