I am looking for some help with some things I have been going through and would like to get some experts opinions on this forum. 30 year old male in need of help. I am highly anxious and have a history of worry regarding health.
My history:
Ever since I can remember (a kid) I would get pain in upper part of both arms. Would come and go seasonally, and never did cause much concern to me other than occasional discomfort.
Nov 2008 - Pain in both shoulders, upper arms is very prominent during weight training. Would hurt when sleeping, and felt like a specific range of motion would cause pain (moving arms above head). Deep tissue massages in Summer 2009 relieved pain almost completely overnight, but still left some minor joint issues. Trainer says I have AC joint issues. No loss of strength.
Oct 2009 - stopped working out (at peak of health) because of time commitment.
Dec 2009 - Developed pain during day (like over exerted muscle) in right side of leg, with focus on back of thigh, leg, foot, and toes. Pain was burning/aching similar to how it feels after a long day hiking. Continued for a few days, then turned into dull muscle ache, then faded to a slight 'odd/weak/numb' feeling in back of thigh, leg, buttocks. Would occasionally get burning sensation in leg/feet when sitting. Couldn't seem to flex calf as much as left leg, although it was rather minimal. Continues to this day, although has diminished to the point where I sometimes wonder if there is anything there. Muscles just feel not as tight and a little lacking/numb?
1 week later - Right arm felt odd during workout. Still had strength, but minimal sensation down arm/wrist as well as 'light' feeling in arm. Continues to this day.
At this point, MS is my primary fear. Anxiety level through the roof, can't stop thinking about symptoms, etc.
1.5 weeks later - Developed tightness/soreness in right side of face/eyes/teeth/jaw/back of head along with clicking/fullness in right ear and balance loss to right. Always feel something there, but comes and goes in intensity. Lots of fatigue. A few drinks made me feel dizzy and I got sick. Gums on right side feel sore, look puffy. Continues.
Jan 2010 - Left big toe had pins/needless/sore feeling when moving it around. Slowly spread to other toes over 2-3 week period. Changed from pins/needless to a tight band feeling around the toes, to an 'odd' feeling in toes. When stretching toes, toes doesn't spread out like right foot. As well, when pushing down toes to ground, toes on left side seem to collapse to ground quickly at first joint. GP said a result of flat feet?
1 week later - Difficult to push when going to the bathroom. Not sure if it's just me or if I am dreaming it up, but feels like area is 'looser' down there (sorry for graphicness).
At this point I was convinced I had MS. Then I read about ALS and started to worry about it. Started developing twitching/shaking/buzzing everywhere on and off. Leg shakes and skin vibrates when standing on one leg/bending down.
1 week later - Developed tight feeling in top of throat. Swallowing feels more difficult at top. Focusing on mouth, feel like tongue is big, hoarse voice, swallowing a lot, sometimes dry mouth, sometimes white tongue. Feel like I am slurring my s's, but only when I pay close attention to tongue movements--people I ask say I sound the same.
Feb 2010 - General fatigue all over. Have gone to looking over ever square inch of my body. Dents in lower back (both sides), back of calves, face feels smaller, cracking joints everywhere. Muscles feel tired and sore, left leg feels crampy, lower back feels sore.
2 weeks later - massive cough, spewing up yellow/clear phlegm, deep in lungs. Feels like cold, runny nose.
During Jan/Feb I had an MRI and neuro workup. Consistent brisk reflexes throughout, otherwise all good. Neuro said no MS, told me not to worry about ALS, and said I am suffering from anxiety. MRI showed a few small white spots on right side which he said was so common it could be considered norm. Nothing indicative of ALS or MS. Did find disk bulge on lumbar pushing against nerve root on right side. GP says everything looks normal minus some severe anxiety issues. GP has put me on Prozac and Adivan and have helped me calm down, but I am still all over the place with worry.
- Do my symptoms sound like ALS?
- Can ALS present from nothing to all over the place in 3 months or shorter?
- Any advice for a suffering young man?
Sorry for the long post.
Please help. Thank you.
JP
My history:
Ever since I can remember (a kid) I would get pain in upper part of both arms. Would come and go seasonally, and never did cause much concern to me other than occasional discomfort.
Nov 2008 - Pain in both shoulders, upper arms is very prominent during weight training. Would hurt when sleeping, and felt like a specific range of motion would cause pain (moving arms above head). Deep tissue massages in Summer 2009 relieved pain almost completely overnight, but still left some minor joint issues. Trainer says I have AC joint issues. No loss of strength.
Oct 2009 - stopped working out (at peak of health) because of time commitment.
Dec 2009 - Developed pain during day (like over exerted muscle) in right side of leg, with focus on back of thigh, leg, foot, and toes. Pain was burning/aching similar to how it feels after a long day hiking. Continued for a few days, then turned into dull muscle ache, then faded to a slight 'odd/weak/numb' feeling in back of thigh, leg, buttocks. Would occasionally get burning sensation in leg/feet when sitting. Couldn't seem to flex calf as much as left leg, although it was rather minimal. Continues to this day, although has diminished to the point where I sometimes wonder if there is anything there. Muscles just feel not as tight and a little lacking/numb?
1 week later - Right arm felt odd during workout. Still had strength, but minimal sensation down arm/wrist as well as 'light' feeling in arm. Continues to this day.
At this point, MS is my primary fear. Anxiety level through the roof, can't stop thinking about symptoms, etc.
1.5 weeks later - Developed tightness/soreness in right side of face/eyes/teeth/jaw/back of head along with clicking/fullness in right ear and balance loss to right. Always feel something there, but comes and goes in intensity. Lots of fatigue. A few drinks made me feel dizzy and I got sick. Gums on right side feel sore, look puffy. Continues.
Jan 2010 - Left big toe had pins/needless/sore feeling when moving it around. Slowly spread to other toes over 2-3 week period. Changed from pins/needless to a tight band feeling around the toes, to an 'odd' feeling in toes. When stretching toes, toes doesn't spread out like right foot. As well, when pushing down toes to ground, toes on left side seem to collapse to ground quickly at first joint. GP said a result of flat feet?
1 week later - Difficult to push when going to the bathroom. Not sure if it's just me or if I am dreaming it up, but feels like area is 'looser' down there (sorry for graphicness).
At this point I was convinced I had MS. Then I read about ALS and started to worry about it. Started developing twitching/shaking/buzzing everywhere on and off. Leg shakes and skin vibrates when standing on one leg/bending down.
1 week later - Developed tight feeling in top of throat. Swallowing feels more difficult at top. Focusing on mouth, feel like tongue is big, hoarse voice, swallowing a lot, sometimes dry mouth, sometimes white tongue. Feel like I am slurring my s's, but only when I pay close attention to tongue movements--people I ask say I sound the same.
Feb 2010 - General fatigue all over. Have gone to looking over ever square inch of my body. Dents in lower back (both sides), back of calves, face feels smaller, cracking joints everywhere. Muscles feel tired and sore, left leg feels crampy, lower back feels sore.
2 weeks later - massive cough, spewing up yellow/clear phlegm, deep in lungs. Feels like cold, runny nose.
During Jan/Feb I had an MRI and neuro workup. Consistent brisk reflexes throughout, otherwise all good. Neuro said no MS, told me not to worry about ALS, and said I am suffering from anxiety. MRI showed a few small white spots on right side which he said was so common it could be considered norm. Nothing indicative of ALS or MS. Did find disk bulge on lumbar pushing against nerve root on right side. GP says everything looks normal minus some severe anxiety issues. GP has put me on Prozac and Adivan and have helped me calm down, but I am still all over the place with worry.
- Do my symptoms sound like ALS?
- Can ALS present from nothing to all over the place in 3 months or shorter?
- Any advice for a suffering young man?
Sorry for the long post.
Please help. Thank you.
JP