lisaann1170
Distinguished member
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2009
- Messages
- 106
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Country
- US
- State
- WI
- City
- Milwaukee
I hate this disease.
I hate what it's doing to my dad.
I hate that he gets frustrated, angry, depressed, and discouraged.
I hate that my mother has to see her husband in such pain, both emotional and physical.
I hate that Dad can't do what he used to or what he wants to.
I hate that he's scared.
I hate that I CAN'T FIX IT.
Oddly, what set off this anger was Dad's appreciation for taking him to a baseball game. Mom called me tonight on his behalf to say that he was really happy I took him to a ball game this past weekend and that it was the most fun he's had in months. I hate that a silly baseball game is the best thing in his life.
I hate that I'm not smarter so I could find a cure!
Normally, I'm well-balanced. Tonight, I'm really, really angry.
I hate what it's doing to my dad.
I hate that he gets frustrated, angry, depressed, and discouraged.
I hate that my mother has to see her husband in such pain, both emotional and physical.
I hate that Dad can't do what he used to or what he wants to.
I hate that he's scared.
I hate that I CAN'T FIX IT.
Oddly, what set off this anger was Dad's appreciation for taking him to a baseball game. Mom called me tonight on his behalf to say that he was really happy I took him to a ball game this past weekend and that it was the most fun he's had in months. I hate that a silly baseball game is the best thing in his life.
I hate that I'm not smarter so I could find a cure!
Normally, I'm well-balanced. Tonight, I'm really, really angry.