rocmg
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hi all... i just wanted to know how you cope with your pALS anger... recently mum has been lashing out, saying some very hurtful things to my dad and me. my brothers seem to get off the hook as they are barely here.. so when they do come by, it's like they're the best people in the world.
today she was showering and she wanted me in to help her... but then she just sat there on the side of the bath crying. admittedly i got a little angry with her and told her to get it together. then she started screaming at me. she would rather have a carer or go into hospice than have me look after her because then at least she'd be properly cared for. -- this was very hurtful to me since i gave up everything to be here with her.
now i'm sat here with a mix of emotions... of course i don't want to fight with her, but she is so difficult sometimes. if everyones not all sat around feeling sorry for her, she gets really angry and frustrated.
her personality has changed so much. in many ways, i think i've lost her already. she is seeing no pleasure in life and wishes every day that she was dead.
today she was showering and she wanted me in to help her... but then she just sat there on the side of the bath crying. admittedly i got a little angry with her and told her to get it together. then she started screaming at me. she would rather have a carer or go into hospice than have me look after her because then at least she'd be properly cared for. -- this was very hurtful to me since i gave up everything to be here with her.
now i'm sat here with a mix of emotions... of course i don't want to fight with her, but she is so difficult sometimes. if everyones not all sat around feeling sorry for her, she gets really angry and frustrated.
her personality has changed so much. in many ways, i think i've lost her already. she is seeing no pleasure in life and wishes every day that she was dead.